WILL BE NOT IN SINGAPORE FROM 28TH MAY 2007 - 3RD JUNE 2007

WILL BE IN MELBOURNE, BATMAN HILL'S HOTEL.

DROP BY AN EMAIL. WILL TRY TO GO ONLINE AND BLOG AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE.

Blog For Melbourne Trip


Take Care Lovelies.

Current Mood: Happy(:

Hello People, finally have gotten the mood to blog. Firstly let's update on my exam results.

English Language - 55.2 C5
Malay - 44.3 E8
Additional Maths - 38.1 F9
Mathematics - 54.9 C6 (0.1 more marks to get C5. Like Oh My God la.)
Chemistry - 68.1 B3
Physics - 60.9 B4
Combined Humans (H,SS) - 61.1 B4

Class Position : 7/43
Level Position: 45/197
L1R4 : 22
L1R5 : 30

I know my results are super terrible. But I'm gonna change and put studies as my first priority, followed by NPCC, then prefects. Mrs Tan and Mr Mustafa talked to me and my parents regarding my grades and involvement in NPCC. Actually I was excused for the NPCC NCO Camp, as Mr Mustafa said it is important for me to catch up my studies than NPCC, however, I won't get promoted that fast as compared to my other squadmates. Terrible. I'm gonna start my Holiday Assignments today. I'm gonna change. And I aim to get 20 in level, which is highly not that possible. But I will try my best. (: Tomorrow going out with Daniel and Faid to do some last minute shopping for Melbourne Trip. Plus jamming with them, bringing my guitar tomorrow. Yippee. Oh yes, I love my National Science Challenge 2007 tag. Haha! I'm random. Haha! Take Care lovelies.

Current Mood: "Star"-y

People, won't be updating till Saturday. Really busy. Tomorrow our Nanotechnology Presentation. Oh gosh, I'm not prepared though the script and handouts are done. 5 more days to Melbourne Trip and 2 more days to new hairstyle(: I know, I'm mad. Wait I realised that a long time ago. Oh well, anything do drop an email to me or contact me via my handphone. Take care lovelies!

Current Mood: Happy:D

Woke up this morning and went to watch tv. Fashion Tv (: Then realised me and my cousin had nothing to do and we decided to bake banana muffins. We prepared the ingredients and waited for the thing to rise. And tasted, heavenly. But I also made my version. The Banana Muffin Chocolate Hersey style. Still waiting for it to fully bake. =D Later going Junction 8 to get my Converse shoes and watch movie. I miss eating popcorn. Haha! Will upload the pictures of the muffins later, don't drool=D Haha. Just pray that I won't fall again. Okays, that's all for now. Bye Lovelies !

Current Mood: Happy(:

Hello people, today was super-uber fun. Before that, forgot to mention the Scrabble Competition results in yesterday's post. Our team consisting of Faid, Nas, Wei Xin, Swati and myself got 19 position out of hundred schools, but we didn't make it in the Finals. It was a tough competition, any Kudos to all of us and the rest of the people who tried their best. =D Anyways, woke up this morning and switched the PC on, no one was online except a few people, talked to them. Then watched tv and slept again until 4pm. Changed and headed to Parkway Parade. Over there, bought my winter clothes for the Melbourne trip, and it almost cost a bomb. $400 altogether, but what to expect it's expensive cos its winter stuffs. Then went to Mango and bought 2 tops, super nice and they're having a sale. Went to Marks and Spencer and eyed on this top, but no Medium size, sighs - Walked around and went to Topshop, they were having a sale to. Bought a top which costs $33 , I'll be wearing that to the airport next Monday. Bought accessories which cost $29. And lastly my shades, $23. It was shopping spree, walked around and ate there. Oh yes, bought Disney puzzle, but buying the frame some other time. Haha. Bought ice-cream and Famous Amos cookies. Was so tired then, flagged a cab and went back home. Tomorrow will be watching a movie with my cousin and gonna buy Converse high-cut shoes. Badly wants the brown and pink one which I saw at Far East Plaza. Oh before I forget, I fell just now also. Painful. I landed on my butt okay, it's kinda sore now. Haha! Okay then, blog again some other time. Bye!!

Current Mood: Pain ):

Today is seriously not my day, let's start from the morning of 18 May 2007. Got back my Humanities Paper. Simply sucks. I was too scared to look at my script when I got it, the expression on Mr Tan's face made me scared, and I turned the paper, I saw it 23/50 , in other words, i FAILED , i cried in the Lecture Room cos passing Humanities Paper is my last resort. A million things ran in my mind. I just cried everything out, thanks to the people who consoled me. Then I Kah Hui was the consoling me the most. Thanks a lot! Then I was too scared to get back my History paper, and guess what, I passed. It pulled me up quite a bit to help me get a C6. But i still got too many Cs and Bs already. Sucks. I was the highest in my class 28/50, well that made me happy for a few moments and I was still crying over Social Studies. Then during recess I had no mood to talk to anyone, I didn't pay attention in English class and Mrs Tan came in the classroom, the class made a big fuss over her coming, she stormed out of the classroom and walked away angrily. Some of us felt bad, really bad. What if something happens. God. This is frustrating. Went to search for her after school to see if she's alright, but to no avail, she left the school. Hell. Then changed for Inter Class Captain Ball. I want to make this official that I do not want to play Captain's Ball ever again for the time being. Our class failed badly during the first half but got back a little confidence and fought furiously in the next match. However, I had a bad fall while catching the ball and I felt someone push me, and I fell. My left leg was in pain, I could not move it. It was very pain. Red cross came to help and it was better. The girls sent me back home, I really couldn't walk. And Aishah take care okay, you're a strong girl, get well soon. Cassandra, PeiLing, Ying Yi and Hui Xin sent me home to my doorstep by taxi. My mom was very shocked and then at about 4pm + went to the doctor, and the doctor said I dislocated my bone a little, and he managed to massage it and did something to my leg to make it go back. It was very painful, I held back my tears. It was damn painful. I cannot remove the bandage till next Thursday and I cannot drink cold water for 1 week. Saddening, now I'm suffering walking from one place to another, but I'm fine(: Thanks for the concern people, I really appreciate it, I guess I go watch television, not really in the mood. Bye!

Current Mood: Happy(:

Thanks a lot for those who cheered me up for the past 2 days or 3. I really really appreciate it and well, this is not the end, I have to move on. Thanks friends, hell lotsa(: Let's update on my results I suppose, there's nothing to lose anyway. Don't be shocked. I know, I de-proved. Haha!
Additional Maths - E8 Fail (improved abit from F9 to E8, got all Logarithms questions correct)
Elementary Maths - C6 Pass (de-proved from A1 to C6, careless mistakes)
Pure Chemistry - B4 Pass (de-proved from A1 to B4, careless mistakes)
Pure Physics - B4 Pass (still the same, no change)
Mother Tongue - F9 Fail (de-proved B4 to F9, the paper was hard, not many passed)
last but not least, my favourite,
English - C5 Pass (the subject I thought I would fail turned out to be a pass, and the paper was hard)

There's still Social Studies and History, can't pin up high hopes for both, because I don't have a good feeling about it. I can't find my Additional Maths assignments, all lost. Pathetic- But I'm just glad that I passed English, at least Mr Sim and Mr Mustafa won't make a big fuss about it now. Haha. I need to sort of some stuffs, bye people.

I feel like making my font bigger, I'm angry and frustrated and brink of breaking down. Fail, Failing, Failed, Failure. That's everything that's on my head right now. It's just too much to handle. I failed two subjects already. What's there more to help me pull those grades up to a C6? I really feel hopeless. I really am. Is it everything I put, effort and all not enough to score at least a pass? And an A1 for Chemistry? It's really horrifying. I don't know. Even the subject I love the most I didn't score an A1/A2? There's really no hope for me to get another A. Trust me, this is torturing okay. Who knows my punishment is that my parents don't allow me to go Melbourne on the last minute. I'm frustrated, angry and upset. I have to buck up in June, but with 10 days to rest? Occupied by Camps, Extra Lessons, Melbourne and activities going on, I calculated and left 10 days to rest. I don't see a need in holidays. This is crazy. Why did I ever went inside a B class? This is super atrocious, I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I just feel like giving up everything, but hey, this life ain't something for me to play with, its a trial that God has set me to do. But I just have to face the music, and make my eardrums burst. Till here, if I don't blog in for days, this means it's really bad and took effect for the upcoming days. =(

Current Mood: Happy(:

Hello, first of all i would like to wish, a HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to my dearest Mother and the rest of the Mothers out there. I woke up super early today and went to get ingredients for the Kebabs which I was intending to cook. I was quite lucky cos they went out for their daily morning jogs. Then I cut the chicken, chop here and there and made the marination, they arrived. They said they could hear the chopping of a chopper from the void deck. Oopps. Haha, but i just did everything and wait for the chicken to marinate. And then, time to grill. It didn't wanna cook because I put it at a very very low heat. Then my mom made it maximum, and still had to wait for 30 minutes for it to cook, then i put on a plate, and took out 3 wine glasses and poured Mirinda Strawberry drink. It really looked like wine. Then put on a tray on to their room. And took pictures and then it was tasting time, and guess what, they said it was nice(: And my parents asked me why never grill more I said, no more chicken in the fridge, and they laughed. Haha! Later going restaurant for a proper meal, this is just the starters. And hopefully, SHOPPING! It's been a long time since i stepped inside a mall, and actually buy something because there were exams. But finally, its over. I'm going there at about 1pm. Waiting for my cousin to come back from her church. Oh well. Will post the video and pictures later, I promise. Bye beloved readers!

Current Mood: Exited:)

Hello World! I'm really kinda excited for the Melbourne Trip. 17 more days, and the joy to Melbourne is ours. Finally, freedom is back here again. No more exams and stress-free, for this while only I supposed. After school went to CompassPoint with Darshenee, Faid, Daniel and PeiLing. We ate and ate, and realised we were left 15 minutes to go back school for the Melbourne Trip briefing. And we flagged a cab and the girls went in. Reached school and the people who were gonna follow us came for the briefing. Some guy and some lady came. But the lady is really pretty. And our group had to do NanoTechnology. Haha. And on top of that, Faid and myself were chosen to be the journalists for the WHOLE Melbourne Trip, its like reporting on the video camera, and I'm just gonna faint speaking in front of the camera. But I just love talking. Haha. After that, went to Dhoby Ghaut. We looked at some winter clothes, and was eyeing on this winter coat that cost a hefty sum of $109. But it's nice, there's pink colour and brown and black colour. I love the brown one a lot. Bought my guitar pick, and Daniel came to my house to teach me "Not Ready To Make Nice". Well, I really had to improve changing fingers fast. Oh wait, I'm supposed to upload the video, but I'm lazy, some other time perhaps? I'll end here for now, sleep the whole night away. THIS WEEKEND IS MINE! Sayora people!

Current Mood: Regretful

I never thought my life could past before my eyes
I never thought tears can come before my cries

But I now know the truth never lies
Try to hide myself from the world im the master of disguise

Life isn't always great that what I fail to realize
Ammarah is the girl heart that need a bigger size

Thats who people see me as
True Lies my future is my past

I don't feel good at the moment. A lot of mixed feelings. What's wrong with me this past few days. It's just getting from bad to worst. But despite that, I still had fun. But today, sat for the killer Social Studies paper. I'm really gonna kill myself for not being able to manage my time properly, as a result not finishing the paper. This happened too for History. But, we had to write a lot, don't the people understand, we need more time. And because of 1hr and 30mins, we cannot check? I have no confidence in passing this two papers. If I pass, it'll just be a just pass mark and if I fail, I'll fail badly. Trust me, my instincts tell me so. After that went to Vivo City with Adithya, Faid, PeiLing, Christine, Cassandra and Joe. It was really fun. But we went into the store and I saw the word Humanities, I felt like crying and they tried their best to cover anything that is related to Humanities, but Faid kept on reminding such as saying the word Treaty. Sighs* Guess I'm fated, I'm not gonna do well. Had a splendid time at BurgerKing, Starbucks and went window shopping. Me and Cassandra bought nail polishers, obviously, I won't be wearing it to school, I'm waiting till the holidays are here and my toenails are already painted. After that when some of them left, Cassandra, Faid, Adith and Joe and myself went at the rooftop to play with the water. Screw you Adith, he wanted to pull me into the water so did the other guys. The third evilest people. And we laid down, and almost got suntanned cos it was so hot. Haha, its kinda fun but poor Faid was pushed in the water a lot of times, and he was TOTALLY wet, from head to toe. And me, my shirt and whole pants. ;D Then went home and ate, I was hungry okay. I saw the KFC Meltz in the fridge and heat it up, it doesn't taste heavenly as it was pre-heated. Mom and Dad came home with FOOD. How I love food! Then studied Elementary Maths and played my PS2, DDR. It's so tiring. But after something happened, my mood changed and I didn't feel like studying. But I will still be. Don't worry. Haha. Anyways tomorrow anyone wanna follow us go catch a movie/Starbuck's-ing at CompassPoint/DhobyGhaut after our paper? Do contact me. Tomorrow's our LAST paper. Thank God, for being gracious in making the exams come to and end without me realising, well I did, but it's just FAST. I'll upload the videos taken today tomorrow alrights? I'm tired and not really in the mood to transfer the files. I guess, I'll put my fingers to rest here. Sayonara!

Current Mood: Hopeless):

Hi all, I'm blogging right now because something happened. Before I get into that today was "perfectly" fine. Additional Mathematics paper is exactly the same when you're in Hell. It's very very, I mean VERY, difficult. I could only do the simultaneous equations and logarithms questions. The one on Alpha Betha, I've got no hope. After school went to seek help for Social Studies on SBQ, but we waited outside as Mr Tan was still entertaining a few people inside. So, we sat down and Adith told me something saddening. I can't divert too much into details. Well at first, I didn't really bother, but still cared and shared concern. But after that when I got home after spending time in McDonald's with PeiLing, Adith and Faid to study, I went to the computer and went to check to see if it was true. Indeed, it's true. I understand how it feels. Serious. I know I may not be making any sense here but, I just feel sad. Gosh, tomorrow's Social Studies. I'm not gonna do well. Let me repeat I'm NOT GONNA DO WELL. My brain's like a robot. Absorbing all the very little things into my poor little brain. It's okay, 2 more days of suffering and my brain is free. Oh yes, if only I had pictographic memory. Haha. Studying for Social Studies now, take care people.

Current Mood: Bored :(

Helloes People,
Did nothing much today, woke up early at about 7am, then slept at 1pm to about 3pm. Have to study for Social Studies later, though its the second last paper I think. It requires a lot of memorising. Sighs* , but what can I do. Added new song to my blog, Officially Missing You, by Tamia. Meaningful song, brings me back last year's memories with the lovely people in 2EA. Oh yes, some "overdue-d" photos. Taken during our prize presentation, and our presentation to the professors, teachers, HODs, students and everyone else. It was nerve wrecking. And the pictures taken with the rest of the people plus our teacher mentor, Ms Fu. Thanks a lot for guiding us those past few months of experimenting and stuffs. I guess this will be the last post for this week. I won't be updating this blog for 1 week. I guess I'll end here, take care all.

On Hiatus For The Moment, EXAMS.

Current Mood: Enthusiastic :)

Hello people,
Must be shocked to know I shifted here. It's been a long time since I have created a blogskin. Frankly speaking, I prefer this current blog than the last one. Haha, practically because I'm really on hiatus, meaning that I'll be away from the "Heavenly Normal-Sweet Daily Life" piling myself under books and notes which I have cracked them open since last week. Yesterday, sat for History and Physics paper. For History, it wasn't too bad, but there's still a chance i may fail. Had not much time to complete the second essay as I have spent too much time on my SBQ. I was left with only 45 minutes to complete my 2 essays. I rushed to do the first essay and completed it with a shocking 2 page-d long essay. Then, I was left to do the second essay with only 15 minutes. I rushed like mad, ignored the irritating sound made from the fans, I had to concentrate. And thank GOD that I finished it in time. But sadly, was left with 2 more points, but what can I do now? Haha. Then during our recess break, I studied for Physics, but nothing could get in my mind as what I studied for History was still inside. I forced myself to concentrate even more, well at least something went inside. I wasn't ready but had to do the paper. I opened the exam paper and the MCQ was quite managable, but the second section and the third section, I really have no comments to make. It was HORRIBLE. But after that, went for the Melbourne trip briefing. 22 more days till the trip. Pretty excited because most of the fun people are there. Haha. After which had lunch with Darshenee, Adithya, Faid and PeiLing at Hougang Mall, then went straight to Toa Payoh to meet my Mom and Dad to make my new spectacles. Hell, my eyesight increased again. 425 for the right and 325 for the left. Will collect it after school on Monday, anyone wanna follow? Haha. For today, nothing much happened. Stayed at home the whole day and studied a bit for E-Maths and Chemistry. I love Chemistry a lot. Ordered Pizza Hut, but the delivery person was late for 15 minutes, my cousin and I were starving. I had the Chicken Royale and she had Beef Lasagna, plus Cheesy Lava Hawaian Lovers Pizza. Yummy(: I guess I'm heading to my crib soon. I'm sleepy, GoodNight people.