A Modern Myth 30 Seconds To Mars

Had fun during the outing with the people who went to Melbourne last year! People like myself, Darshenee, Pei Ling, Monika, Jasmine, Lin Kien, Marcus, DingYang, Faid, Gideon, Ang Siang and Gideon turned up today. We went Fish and Co to eat and took 2 hours to eat everything (I didn't finish my food and dear Monika put all the fries on my platter). We took these 2 hours to consolidate the past in Melbourne. Example: Gideon bombing the whole toilet back in Melbourne and Monika, Jasmine, Darshenee and me causing a fire at the hotel (Don't ask how we almost caused the fire, it's rather stupid) . Then played at arcade and watched L: Changed the world (Death Note 3) I cried the most among all of them. We had a lot of fun and wished that all of us could go out for another outing again!

For more of the outing pictures visit, http://www.flickr.com/photos/24246101@N03/

P/S: I had a lot of fun, trust me!

Tested and True Secondhand Serenade

For those who wants the Parliament photos please get the photos from http://www.flickr.com/photos/24246101@N03/

:D

Broken Secondhand Serenade

Happy birthday Sylvester, Sharizal, Suying, Marion, Michelle and ChunMin. I don't know if I left out any, please inform me. Had a blast during Mr C Tan's class, laughed a lot and I love my class more each day. After school had class celebration, awesome! Then was last minute informed to be the Speech Day mcee. After which went Hougang Mall with my dearest date, Maria honeystars. I love her, my best dating companion. I love you girlfriend :D Oh yes, took a picture, a pretty scandalous picture..

Rub your eyes a million times or something or take it and rinse it with Dettol. Haha, looks like both of them were really kissing right? Have to give a hand to them, their acting skills were real. Haha! But after I came home, my mood was dampened. I dont know..

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over..

I've fallen right after I've started to pick up myself from falling, but it seems very inevitible. I lost my sense of wrong and rights. It's shaking from the pain that's in my head, I just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life I led. I'm upset, really upset..

Dance Hall Drug Boys Like Girls

Had Chemistry practical today, suprisingly I didn't break any testubes today because I'm sure bound to break at least a testube during practicals. And I told Ms Fu that, guess what she said.

Ammarah: -puts back testube to the cupboard-
Cher, see I didn't break any testube today!
Ms Fu: You almost broke the measuring cylinder.
Ammarah: But the measuring cylinder is plastic what.
Ms Fu: But what if it's glass? I saw you dropping the measuring cylinder.
Ammarah: -keeps quiet & laughs-

So much for not breaking a testube. Got back English result. Actually was a little disappointed but the result was expected. I failed my Paper 2 badly, as in really badly. 16.5/50. How bad is that? But thank god my Paper 1 pulled me up to a c6 at least. I got 22/30 for it. I don't think I would be that lucky next time. Had fun during English SRP, kept laughing. Sitting with Darshenee and Lin Kien was always awesome. Me and Darshe had fun vandalising Lin Kien's poor fullscap paper -evil grin- So yeah, after SRP went Hougang Mall to get a present for my dad, spent $50+ for his present :D And on the way to Hougang Mall, me and Peiling found ....

-picture have been removed for copyrights purposes-

Yes, a two dollar note on the ground. It was lying aimlessly on the ground. So we picked it up so it won't get lost and it will be secured and not get lost in our wallets [: Sorry, typical Singaporeans like us will not bare to leave it on the ground and taken by some other itchy hands. Haha! Alrights, I'm tired. I want to sleep badly. Bye love!

P/S: I love you, I love you, I love you!

Liberate The One Cross Fallen

Today sat for the last paper for Common Test, now just waiting to see results. I start to feel that I love my class alot. 4EB rocks :D Anyways last Saturday had a mega conference with Gideon, LinKien and Marcus. Really make me sian diao. Look at the msn chat we had :

gideon: *started writing loads of amaths eqns*
ammarah: no not amaths!!
gid: yes!!
marc: lets combo!
marc: gimme gimme gimme more~
lk: britney...again...
marc: gimme...gimme...gimmme more~
lk: i rather hear sparta
gid: thiiisss issss sssppppaaarrrtttaaaa
marc: LOLs...
ammarah: f*** ...=.=
marc: please dun f*** me... (woooohooo)
lk:hey marc...so the outing at sakae or new york new york
ammarah: sakae...sushi...SUSHI!!!
gid: sushis are for p*** stars
lk: ok lets see...if ammarah wants sushi...and sushis are for p*** stars...
that means ammarah is a... (wooohoooo)
ammarah: ohhh...f*** you...xDDD
lk: dun fuck me...
marc: gimme gimme gimme more...
lk: haha=)
gid: s***n's ph value is ?
ammarah: hey im a girl!
gid: really?
lk: that point is really debatable...
ammarah: =.=

Lol, they are so lame okay. And yes I am really a girl, gideon and linkien. Unless you both are blind or something. Well yeah. Haha, I had an awesome day and I had fun smacking LinKien for re-annacting the whole conversation in school in the morning. LOL! Shall blog some other time, please visit http://scrapsof-pictures.blogspot.com/

Give me your support :D

P/S: I love you more than you should love me.

Scars Papa Roach

Courtesy from Maria honeystar's blog. I really love the clique. They are so awesome, and always never fail make my day! This was taken by her on Friday after the 4E5N talk. Can you do the shuffle muffle like us? Don't mind Darshenee there, she really is funny! Going out to eat Swensens for dinner later :D Good luck for Pure Chem/CS students tomorrow for the test!

P/S: I'm sorry I didn't love you more than I should.

Misery Business Paramore

Yesterday had a blast with the clique after the principal's talk. Like what my honeystars said, she said it reminded her of Musical Night last year. Which was pretty true because we never had as much fun together at night like this, this year. Get well soon honeystars okay, shall i give you my invisible balloon to you? :'D To come to think of it, we're gonna graduate in less that a few more months. It's really heartwarming to go out with the ones you really love again and experience the same fun like last year. It's ironic to know that songs could change your mood sometimes. I don't know, I feel down suddenly. Heartaches. No specifics. But oh well, I think i need some comfort food to cheer me up. Common test was like real shit. I don't know okay, really don't know.

P/S: I'm doubting every single things that I've thought. I really miss you.

Seize The Day Avenged Sevenfold

SEMI HIATUS FOR THE TIME BEING!

Won't be blogging for long, common test is here. I wouldn't be online much because I want my mother to keep my laptop to prevent me from using it. I will only use it at night like about 11pm. You can still contact me through texting/calling. All the best for your papers and god bless you, and may everyone do well for this CT1 !

P/S: I'd miss talking to you if it was like this.

The Thin Line Between Love And Hate Bless The Fall

Before everything else I would like to wish a,

Happy Happy Happy Valentine's Day To Everyone ♥
Love - a wildly misunderstood
although highly desirable malfunction
of the heart which weakens the brain,
causes eyes to sparkle,
cheeks to glow,
blood pressure to rise
and the lips to pucker.

Had recieved quite a number of gifts from friends. Thanks all :D Valentine's Day wouldn't be perfect without small gifts from your friends right? And those who had received my brownies, hope that you savour the last bite of it :P Had sold all the donuts today and would greatly like to thank Zakiah, Lydia, RuiJia, Huixin, Abrel, XiuJun and Xiuyin with the selling of donuts and of course you people who bought the donuts. I told you one donut is not enough so at least buy two so you can be greatly satisfied. I personally feel that the sugar donut was the tastiest as compared to the rainbow and chocolate ones. There was a feeling of great satisfaction after selling them because at least we managed to help the charity by doing this small project and make their lives better. It's better than doing nothing. Gonna watch PS: I Love You tomorrow with my cousin. She had already booked the movie ticket and will be watching it at 9.45pm tomorrow & there will be Chemistry practical at 3pm tomorrow -strangles- let's see what I'll do tomorrow for 3 hours of waiting. So yeah, enjoy the remaining hours before Valentine's Day ends :D

P/S: I await the day till we meet, it'll be te day I'll never forget.

Critical Acclaim Bless The Fall

The one subject which I felt that required alot of thinking and a very strong basic foundation is English. The Sec 4E/5N had sat for the English CT1 Paper 2 and many felt that the passage was easier as compared to previous years. Easier in the sense of understanding the passage and interpreting it. However to our dismay, we flipped the question paper and the questions were seriously "one of a kind" . The questions I must say had put the English paper a killer one. If you interpret the question wrongly, the chances of you scoring the 1 or 2 marks is obviously lower. The questions require you to think a lot and really understand the passage fully. The vocubalary words were easier though. The summary was horrifying. There were too many things to write and had to cut down and rephrase the whole points I had. Wrong sentence structure would land me into very great danger. Screw it. Anyways, tomorrow MT paper (a paper I am sure to have no confidence of passing) let's hope it's a better paper for everyone. All the best and God Bless.

P/S: We seem to be drifting yet our hearts still stay.

It Ends Tonight All American Rejects

I loved today. Was not in the "Monday Blues" mood. Although me & Nas got scolded this morning for the pledge taking and the allocation duties (which was not entirely our fault), it didn't really dampen my whole mood like last last week. I'm thinking of dropping Amaths because I'm never a mathematics person, I love sciences! :D Anyways, Chemistry was pretty okay, I like Ms Fu's lessons. P.E was really really fun. After the running of 3 rounds around the school, played Dodgeball! We wonnnnn! Wohoooo. 3 cheers to white team, "Hip Hip Hooray!" LOL! Had Amaths, wasn't really paying attention cos my intention was to drop Amaths by MidYear. Recess was in class. Then, SS was funny as usual because Mr Tan always "picked" on KahHui to either "Shut Up" or "You Sucks" thingy. Haha! Really hilarious. Mr Tan's sacarsm is always funny (well most of the time) . V.E was okay we bought cookies & muffins from 4EA though we tried to shoo them away. Poor Darshe and Co. Then had Physics. Learnt new chapter (more like Chem) and the terms Mdm Lu used was really really wrong. Quotes: seduce, mistress, gay, lover, guy, girl . It was to "help" us understand about the attraction between negative and positive electrons/protons. LOL! After school stoned at Library ate with Zakiah, Timothy & Isyanto. Then had the talk and was made the "MCEE" -whines- And i suddenly couldnt speak properly on the mike. Guess wasn't trained for so long already. Rustyyyy! After which had fun with Zakiah, Lydia, RuiJia, Abrel & Huixin at HgMall! Awesome people. Mwahahhahahahha. I love today fullstoppp! Okays, common test tomorrow for English. All the best people! :D:D

P/S: I kept thinking of you every single moment. My heart stumbles upon hearing your name.

Unholy Confessions Avenged Sevenfold

Yes, if you mind look at the left hand side of my blog and you'll see a new navigation box which is labeled as advertisements. We have our dear Adithya Pratama with his Lamography pictures, so if you want to take a look do click the picture and yeah, msn him there as well (I put his MSN contact there) . Tomorrow will be going to Sentosa for some photo hunting with Adith for the Flower Festival. Let's hope the weather would cooperate with us! :D Bye lovelies.

P/S: Leonard still rocks my skinnies!

Stab My Back The All American Rejects

Today was practically okay. Didn't go school for the CNY celebration because wasn't feeling to well. But in the afternoon was feeling pretty much okay, so decided to meet up with Adithya. Went lomophotography-hunting at VivoCity. Adith had a hard time taking pictures of the kids playing at the water fountain there. But there was this one really cute brunette looking girl who smiled for the camera. She's really cute! Haha! It was scorching hot, was sweating really badly but it provided as a perferct lighting for Adith. Then met with Daniel, Faid & Irsyad. You know, on a random note, you know how'd I "love" sacarsm? I feel that sometimes when one tries to be sacarstic, it'll be okay but when you overdo it, it can actually hurt someone's feelings. When something is funny, don't act as though its not funny. Once in a while you can be sacarstic (I'm not joking) but really, you don't have to do it over and over again, it'll piss people like me alot. Trust me, you'll never wanna be damn sacarstic with me because I take all sacarsms seriously. So anyways, yeah, my mom's friends are coming over soon. And I'm hooked on my guitar trying to play new songs and I won't be sleeping till morning? Lol, so yeah and also,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

to all those who are celebrating it! :D Enjoy this 5 days break from the oh-so-hectic school life! Bye lovelies.

P/S: Be my favourite love song, will you, love?

Black Rose Dying Bless The Fall

Didn't go school today, sick. Woke up with a very bad headache, so mom asked me to go back to sleep. Didn't go doctor because I insisted not to go there, so have to write letter for Mdm Chew/MrsTan tomorrow. I feel like going under the void deck if it rains later, I've been really wanting to do that when it rains everytime. It's helps me unwind a little. Let's hope I didn't miss out much in school today. Except, I know that there's exco meeting today and I'm supposed to attend, but oh well, what to do? Alrights, shall blog tomorrow or something. Bye love.

P/S: Be my favourite love song.

Wait For Tomorrow BlessThe Fall

Went to Esplanade to watch Daniel, Adith and Eugene perform. Me and Fatemah couldn't watch them, cos of me. When I was in the bus to Serangoon Stn, there was a traffic jam and then i was stuck inside the bus for 15mins. And, to my "astonishment" it was a stinking lorry which broke down. -.-" So yeah, sorry Fatemah D': but i saw their video, it was awesome. Mwahahha. So yeah, had fun, we walked to dhoby ghaut at night. Tiring but fun. Reached home pretty late. But at least all of us had fun, righttttt ? Okays, I might be going out later with Adith & Daniel. Might be meeting Dilly too! :D Alrgihs see you people around. Byeeeeee!

P/S: It's time for me to learn how to let go.

What Hurts The Most Rascall Flatts

Back after a short hiatus i suppose. Anyways, won't be blogging much nowdays. Really busy & lazy as well. Oh well, Sec 4 already, what to do? My weekends are occupied with photo hunting around Singapore with the lomographer Adithya Pratama. Lomography pictures are available for preview on http://flickr.com/photos/adith1801/ . Please request approval for taking pictures from the owner, adith1801@hotmail.com and stricly COPYRIGHT them.

Copyrighted (2007) Adithya Pratama.

Did a cover at the jamming studio yesterday for Apologize by Timbaland.

1. Vocalist : Adithya Pratama
2. Pianist : Daniel Ho
3. Drummer : Ammarah

It was our first tryout. And decided to record how it sounded like. To download listen to the sample of the cover please download at http://www.mediafire.com/?ekiummbymqv . Screwed up at the last part, hope you won't mind. Okays, away for hiatus again. Till then lovelies.

P/S: My stomach churned inside out with you around.

Thanks For Nothing Sum 41

Tomorrow is another of boring school. Seeing the same things all over again. I hope I can pass next week without much worries and I pretty much enjoy today. Webcamming, Airport, City Hall & Esplanade! Btw, yesterday you were awesome Joe playing on the guitar. Haha! Adith and Daniel, the best kickass friends I have! A great was to end of the day with a boost! Awesome. Well, this blog is gonna be in MIA mode till next week, cos there's a lot of tests coming up.
Bye kickasses!

P/S: See the pic below!

Yes introducing Leonard and Ammarah, the perfect act cute-rs! :D

Amber Pacific Gone So Young

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Life's so full of ups and downs. I can't seem to handle anything properly like I used to. I can't control my feelings, I can't control my actions. I don't have the full motivation to move on, it's like walking through a dark dark pathway all alone, no one to see you through it. Maybe 2008 is a really bad start of something new. I really hope to see things in a different angle, because I feel it's still not too late.

P/S: And I thank you for the love you gave to me.

Damn Regret

I was decieved time to time. I hate Monday's. Can't I put a fullstop to my buts, and a fullstop to all the things which went wrong. I don't know, I might leave this blog abandoned for the time being, unless I feel like blogging my sorrows out. Till then.

P/S: You got me ten feet off the ground, but you let me go. Tell me how'd I come back up all over again.

Angels Within Temptation

I looked out this morning and the sun was gone
Turned on some music to start my day
I lost myself in a familiar song
I closed my eyes and I slipped away

Short post, David's voice is awesome. I'm really mesmerised ! :D Another week of school. Goodluck!

P/S: Leonard still rocks my socks !

better :D

Current Mood: Happy :D
Current Song: Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

Thanks for showing concern with me. i'm feeling way much better because i had fun today (though i lost my voice after shouting during PSL). having the amaths qualifying test tomorrow and i'm studying like a mad person now. but i guess maths is all based on understanding and playing around with numbers. oh well, hope i'd pass the test with some colours that is. Alrights shall blog tomorrow or end of the week. And fyi, so stressed with homeworks plus school activities plus studying. We students need break D: (i know its only the 2nd week and i'm whining already) Okays, see you lovelies :D

P/S:Leonarddddddd rocks my socks !

it really feels as though i lost something

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same

What could I say?

I don't know what's gotten into me. Ever since what I saw really affected me. It's easy to say "Hey Ammarah, move on!" But you know, it's hard to move on, the setbacks just makes you regret and you wonder why you WANTED something so badly. What more the outcome. My heart felt like bricks smashed onto the ground a million pieces. It's all when all my hopes were seriously dashed. I don't know if you'd realise this but .... Ahhh, I really don't know what to do. I don't know what I'm typing. I feel furstrated, yet upset but angry? I hate this mixed feelings I have. It's already good enough I kept this blog post "clean", if you get what I mean. In short, I'm really really really upset and moodless. If you talk to me in msn and I don't reply you the best I could give, only two words I could give, I'm sorry.

P/S: Feelings do change fast, but is it me being paranoid or my eyes that are playing tricks.

Current Mood: Pour-Me-Into-Bed mood
Current Song: Broken - SecondHand Serenade

Been busy in the past week. First day of school was hectic! Uhh, actually I think the whole week was a hectic one! Wasn't used to going to school, kept forgetting things, but I managed to pay more attention in class. I suppose that next week I won't be blogging because really busy with PSL and orientation. Great, I'm taking 1t1, nevermind. The PSLs in 1t1 is awesome. Mwahahaha! Tomorrow I have a Physics test and on Wednesday the Amaths qualifying test. I really hope to get good grades for it though. Haha ! I seriously don't know what to blog la. I'll just keep this on hiatus first until further notice :D Bytheway, Leonard rocks but I rock more than him. :P

P/S: I've decided to let everything go, new memories arises. Just hoping that you'd be there.