Monday, January 28, 2008

What Hurts The Most Rascall Flatts

Back after a short hiatus i suppose. Anyways, won't be blogging much nowdays. Really busy & lazy as well. Oh well, Sec 4 already, what to do? My weekends are occupied with photo hunting around Singapore with the lomographer Adithya Pratama. Lomography pictures are available for preview on http://flickr.com/photos/adith1801/ . Please request approval for taking pictures from the owner, adith1801@hotmail.com and stricly COPYRIGHT them.
Copyrighted (2007) Adithya Pratama.
Did a cover at the jamming studio yesterday for Apologize by Timbaland.
  1. Vocalist : Adithya Pratama
  2. Pianist : Daniel Ho
  3. Drummer : Ammarah
It was our first tryout. And decided to record how it sounded like. To download listen to the sample of the cover please download at http://www.mediafire.com/?ekiummbymqv . Screwed up at the last part, hope you won't mind. Okays, away for hiatus again. Till then lovelies.

P/S: My stomach churned inside out with you around.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Thanks For Nothing Sum 41

Tomorrow is another of boring school. Seeing the same things all over again. I hope I can pass next week without much worries and I pretty much enjoy today. Webcamming, Airport, City Hall & Esplanade! Btw, yesterday you were awesome Joe playing on the guitar. Haha! Adith and Daniel, the best kickass friends I have! A great was to end of the day with a boost! Awesome. Well, this blog is gonna be in MIA mode till next week, cos there's a lot of tests coming up.
Bye kickasses!

P/S: See the pic below!

Yes introducing Leonard and Ammarah, the perfect act cute-rs! :D

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Amber Pacific Gone So Young

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Life's so full of ups and downs. I can't seem to handle anything properly like I used to. I can't control my feelings, I can't control my actions. I don't have the full motivation to move on, it's like walking through a dark dark pathway all alone, no one to see you through it. Maybe 2008 is a really bad start of something new. I really hope to see things in a different angle, because I feel it's still not too late.

P/S: And I thank you for the love you gave to me.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Damn Regret

I was decieved time to time. I hate Monday's. Can't I put a fullstop to my buts, and a fullstop to all the things which went wrong. I don't know, I might leave this blog abandoned for the time being, unless I feel like blogging my sorrows out. Till then.

P/S: You got me ten feet off the ground, but you let me go. Tell me how'd I come back up all over again.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Angels Within Temptation

I looked out this morning and the sun was gone
Turned on some music to start my day
I lost myself in a familiar song
I closed my eyes and I slipped away

Short post, David's voice is awesome. I'm really mesmerised ! :D Another week of school. Goodluck!

P/S: Leonard still rocks my socks !

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

better :D

Current Mood: Happy :D
Current Song: Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

Thanks for showing concern with me. i'm feeling way much better because i had fun today (though i lost my voice after shouting during PSL). having the amaths qualifying test tomorrow and i'm studying like a mad person now. but i guess maths is all based on understanding and playing around with numbers. oh well, hope i'd pass the test with some colours that is. Alrights shall blog tomorrow or end of the week. And fyi, so stressed with homeworks plus school activities plus studying. We students need break D: (i know its only the 2nd week and i'm whining already) Okays, see you lovelies :D

P/S:Leonarddddddd rocks my socks !

Monday, January 7, 2008

it really feels as though i lost something

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I don't know what's gotten into me. Ever since what I saw really affected me. It's easy to say "Hey Ammarah, move on!" But you know, it's hard to move on, the setbacks just makes you regret and you wonder why you WANTED something so badly. What more the outcome. My heart felt like bricks smashed onto the ground a million pieces. It's all when all my hopes were seriously dashed. I don't know if you'd realise this but .... Ahhh, I really don't know what to do. I don't know what I'm typing. I feel furstrated, yet upset but angry? I hate this mixed feelings I have. It's already good enough I kept this blog post "clean", if you get what I mean. In short, I'm really really really upset and moodless. If you talk to me in msn and I don't reply you the best I could give, only two words I could give, I'm sorry.

P/S: Feelings do change fast, but is it me being paranoid or my eyes that are playing tricks.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Current Mood: Pour-Me-Into-Bed mood
Current Song: Broken - SecondHand Serenade

Been busy in the past week. First day of school was hectic! Uhh, actually I think the whole week was a hectic one! Wasn't used to going to school, kept forgetting things, but I managed to pay more attention in class. I suppose that next week I won't be blogging because really busy with PSL and orientation. Great, I'm taking 1t1, nevermind. The PSLs in 1t1 is awesome. Mwahahaha! Tomorrow I have a Physics test and on Wednesday the Amaths qualifying test. I really hope to get good grades for it though. Haha ! I seriously don't know what to blog la. I'll just keep this on hiatus first until further notice :D Bytheway, Leonard rocks but I rock more than him. :P

P/S: I've decided to let everything go, new memories arises. Just hoping that you'd be there.