Abandoned

2008-03-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

A Modern Myth 30 Seconds To Mars

Had fun during the outing with the people who went to Melbourne last year! People like myself, Darshenee, Pei Ling, Monika, Jasmine, Lin Kien, Marcus, DingYang, Faid, Gideon, Ang Siang and Gideon turned up today. We went Fish and Co to eat and took 2 hours to eat everything (I didn't finish my food and dear Monika put all the fries on my platter). We took these 2 hours to consolidate the past in Melbourne. Example: Gideon bombing the whole toilet back in Melbourne and Monika, Jasmine, Darshenee and me causing a fire at the hotel (Don't ask how we almost caused the fire, it's rather stupid) . Then played at arcade and watched L: Changed the world (Death Note 3) I cried the most among all of them. We had a lot of fun and wished that all of us could go out for another outing again!

For more of the outing pictures visit, http://www.flickr.com/photos/24246101@N03/

P/S: I had a lot of fun, trust me!

2008-02-29T01:57:00.000-08:00

Tested and True Secondhand Serenade

For those who wants the Parliament photos please get the photos from http://www.flickr.com/photos/24246101@N03/

:D

2008-02-27T04:02:00.000-08:00

Broken Secondhand Serenade

Happy birthday Sylvester, Sharizal, Suying, Marion, Michelle and ChunMin. I don't know if I left out any, please inform me. Had a blast during Mr C Tan's class, laughed a lot and I love my class more each day. After school had class celebration, awesome! Then was last minute informed to be the Speech Day mcee. After which went Hougang Mall with my dearest date, Maria honeystars. I love her, my best dating companion. I love you girlfriend :D Oh yes, took a picture, a pretty scandalous picture..

Rub your eyes a million times or something or take it and rinse it with Dettol. Haha, looks like both of them were really kissing right? Have to give a hand to them, their acting skills were real. Haha! But after I came home, my mood was dampened. I dont know..

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over..

I've fallen right after I've started to pick up myself from falling, but it seems very inevitible. I lost my sense of wrong and rights. It's shaking from the pain that's in my head, I just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life I led. I'm upset, really upset..

2008-02-26T03:42:00.000-08:00

Dance Hall Drug Boys Like Girls

Had Chemistry practical today, suprisingly I didn't break any testubes today because I'm sure bound to break at least a testube during practicals. And I told Ms Fu that, guess what she said.

Ammarah: -puts back testube to the cupboard-
Cher, see I didn't break any testube today!
Ms Fu: You almost broke the measuring cylinder.
Ammarah: But the measuring cylinder is plastic what.
Ms Fu: But what if it's glass? I saw you dropping the measuring cylinder.
Ammarah: -keeps quiet & laughs-

So much for not breaking a testube. Got back English result. Actually was a little disappointed but the result was expected. I failed my Paper 2 badly, as in really badly. 16.5/50. How bad is that? But thank god my Paper 1 pulled me up to a c6 at least. I got 22/30 for it. I don't think I would be that lucky next time. Had fun during English SRP, kept laughing. Sitting with Darshenee and Lin Kien was always awesome. Me and Darshe had fun vandalising Lin Kien's poor fullscap paper -evil grin- So yeah, after SRP went Hougang Mall to get a present for my dad, spent $50+ for his present :D And on the way to Hougang Mall, me and Peiling found ....

-picture have been removed for copyrights purposes-

Yes, a two dollar note on the ground. It was lying aimlessly on the ground. So we picked it up so it won't get lost and it will be secured and not get lost in our wallets [: Sorry, typical Singaporeans like us will not bare to leave it on the ground and taken by some other itchy hands. Haha! Alrights, I'm tired. I want to sleep badly. Bye love!

P/S: I love you, I love you, I love you!

2008-02-25T04:33:00.000-08:00

Liberate The One Cross Fallen

Today sat for the last paper for Common Test, now just waiting to see results. I start to feel that I love my class alot. 4EB rocks :D Anyways last Saturday had a mega conference with Gideon, LinKien and Marcus. Really make me sian diao. Look at the msn chat we had :

gideon: *started writing loads of amaths eqns*
ammarah: no not amaths!!
gid: yes!!
marc: lets combo!
marc: gimme gimme gimme more~
lk: britney...again...
marc: gimme...gimme...gimmme more~
lk: i rather hear sparta
gid: thiiisss issss sssppppaaarrrtttaaaa
marc: LOLs...
ammarah: f*** ...=.=
marc: please dun f*** me... (woooohooo)
lk:hey marc...so the outing at sakae or new york new york
ammarah: sakae...sushi...SUSHI!!!
gid: sushis are for p*** stars
lk: ok lets see...if ammarah wants sushi...and sushis are for p*** stars...
that means ammarah is a... (wooohoooo)
ammarah: ohhh...f*** you...xDDD
lk: dun fuck me...
marc: gimme gimme gimme more...
lk: haha=)
gid: s***n's ph value is ?
ammarah: hey im a girl!
gid: really?
lk: that point is really debatable...
ammarah: =.=

Lol, they are so lame okay. And yes I am really a girl, gideon and linkien. Unless you both are blind or something. Well yeah. Haha, I had an awesome day and I had fun smacking LinKien for re-annacting the whole conversation in school in the morning. LOL! Shall blog some other time, please visit http://scrapsof-pictures.blogspot.com/

Give me your support :D

P/S: I love you more than you should love me.

2008-02-24T00:49:00.000-08:00

Scars Papa Roach

Courtesy from Maria honeystar's blog. I really love the clique. They are so awesome, and always never fail make my day! This was taken by her on Friday after the 4E5N talk. Can you do the shuffle muffle like us? Don't mind Darshenee there, she really is funny! Going out to eat Swensens for dinner later :D Good luck for Pure Chem/CS students tomorrow for the test!

P/S: I'm sorry I didn't love you more than I should.

2008-02-22T21:08:00.001-08:00

Misery Business Paramore

Yesterday had a blast with the clique after the principal's talk. Like what my honeystars said, she said it reminded her of Musical Night last year. Which was pretty true because we never had as much fun together at night like this, this year. Get well soon honeystars okay, shall i give you my invisible balloon to you? :'D To come to think of it, we're gonna graduate in less that a few more months. It's really heartwarming to go out with the ones you really love again and experience the same fun like last year. It's ironic to know that songs could change your mood sometimes. I don't know, I feel down suddenly. Heartaches. No specifics. But oh well, I think i need some comfort food to cheer me up. Common test was like real shit. I don't know okay, really don't know.

P/S: I'm doubting every single things that I've thought. I really miss you.

2008-02-18T02:58:00.000-08:00

Seize The Day Avenged Sevenfold

SEMI HIATUS FOR THE TIME BEING!

Won't be blogging for long, common test is here. I wouldn't be online much because I want my mother to keep my laptop to prevent me from using it. I will only use it at night like about 11pm. You can still contact me through texting/calling. All the best for your papers and god bless you, and may everyone do well for this CT1 !

P/S: I'd miss talking to you if it was like this.

2008-02-14T04:25:00.000-08:00

The Thin Line Between Love And Hate Bless The Fall

Before everything else I would like to wish a,

Happy Happy Happy Valentine's Day To Everyone ♥
Love - a wildly misunderstood
although highly desirable malfunction
of the heart which weakens the brain,
causes eyes to sparkle,
cheeks to glow,
blood pressure to rise
and the lips to pucker.

Had recieved quite a number of gifts from friends. Thanks all :D Valentine's Day wouldn't be perfect without small gifts from your friends right? And those who had received my brownies, hope that you savour the last bite of it :P Had sold all the donuts today and would greatly like to thank Zakiah, Lydia, RuiJia, Huixin, Abrel, XiuJun and Xiuyin with the selling of donuts and of course you people who bought the donuts. I told you one donut is not enough so at least buy two so you can be greatly satisfied. I personally feel that the sugar donut was the tastiest as compared to the rainbow and chocolate ones. There was a feeling of great satisfaction after selling them because at least we managed to help the charity by doing this small project and make their lives better. It's better than doing nothing. Gonna watch PS: I Love You tomorrow with my cousin. She had already booked the movie ticket and will be watching it at 9.45pm tomorrow & there will be Chemistry practical at 3pm tomorrow -strangles- let's see what I'll do tomorrow for 3 hours of waiting. So yeah, enjoy the remaining hours before Valentine's Day ends :D

P/S: I await the day till we meet, it'll be te day I'll never forget.

2008-02-12T03:21:00.000-08:00

Critical Acclaim Bless The Fall

The one subject which I felt that required alot of thinking and a very strong basic foundation is English. The Sec 4E/5N had sat for the English CT1 Paper 2 and many felt that the passage was easier as compared to previous years. Easier in the sense of understanding the passage and interpreting it. However to our dismay, we flipped the question paper and the questions were seriously "one of a kind" . The questions I must say had put the English paper a killer one. If you interpret the question wrongly, the chances of you scoring the 1 or 2 marks is obviously lower. The questions require you to think a lot and really understand the passage fully. The vocubalary words were easier though. The summary was horrifying. There were too many things to write and had to cut down and rephrase the whole points I had. Wrong sentence structure would land me into very great danger. Screw it. Anyways, tomorrow MT paper (a paper I am sure to have no confidence of passing) let's hope it's a better paper for everyone. All the best and God Bless.

P/S: We seem to be drifting yet our hearts still stay.

2008-02-11T03:49:00.000-08:00

It Ends Tonight All American Rejects

I loved today. Was not in the "Monday Blues" mood. Although me & Nas got scolded this morning for the pledge taking and the allocation duties (which was not entirely our fault), it didn't really dampen my whole mood like last last week. I'm thinking of dropping Amaths because I'm never a mathematics person, I love sciences! :D Anyways, Chemistry was pretty okay, I like Ms Fu's lessons. P.E was really really fun. After the running of 3 rounds around the school, played Dodgeball! We wonnnnn! Wohoooo. 3 cheers to white team, "Hip Hip Hooray!" LOL! Had Amaths, wasn't really paying attention cos my intention was to drop Amaths by MidYear. Recess was in class. Then, SS was funny as usual because Mr Tan always "picked" on KahHui to either "Shut Up" or "You Sucks" thingy. Haha! Really hilarious. Mr Tan's sacarsm is always funny (well most of the time) . V.E was okay we bought cookies & muffins from 4EA though we tried to shoo them away. Poor Darshe and Co. Then had Physics. Learnt new chapter (more like Chem) and the terms Mdm Lu used was really really wrong. Quotes: seduce, mistress, gay, lover, guy, girl . It was to "help" us understand about the attraction between negative and positive electrons/protons. LOL! After school stoned at Library ate with Zakiah, Timothy & Isyanto. Then had the talk and was made the "MCEE" -whines- And i suddenly couldnt speak properly on the mike. Guess wasn't trained for so long already. Rustyyyy! After which had fun with Zakiah, Lydia, RuiJia, Abrel & Huixin at HgMall! Awesome people. Mwahahhahahahha. I love today fullstoppp! Okays, common test tomorrow for English. All the best people! :D:D

P/S: I kept thinking of you every single moment. My heart stumbles upon hearing your name.

2008-02-07T06:45:00.001-08:00

Unholy Confessions Avenged Sevenfold

Yes, if you mind look at the left hand side of my blog and you'll see a new navigation box which is labeled as advertisements. We have our dear Adithya Pratama with his Lamography pictures, so if you want to take a look do click the picture and yeah, msn him there as well (I put his MSN contact there) . Tomorrow will be going to Sentosa for some photo hunting with Adith for the Flower Festival. Let's hope the weather would cooperate with us! :D Bye lovelies.

P/S: Leonard still rocks my skinnies!

2008-02-06T22:18:00.000-08:00

Stab My Back The All American Rejects

Today was practically okay. Didn't go school for the CNY celebration because wasn't feeling to well. But in the afternoon was feeling pretty much okay, so decided to meet up with Adithya. Went lomophotography-hunting at VivoCity. Adith had a hard time taking pictures of the kids playing at the water fountain there. But there was this one really cute brunette looking girl who smiled for the camera. She's really cute! Haha! It was scorching hot, was sweating really badly but it provided as a perferct lighting for Adith. Then met with Daniel, Faid & Irsyad. You know, on a random note, you know how'd I "love" sacarsm? I feel that sometimes when one tries to be sacarstic, it'll be okay but when you overdo it, it can actually hurt someone's feelings. When something is funny, don't act as though its not funny. Once in a while you can be sacarstic (I'm not joking) but really, you don't have to do it over and over again, it'll piss people like me alot. Trust me, you'll never wanna be damn sacarstic with me because I take all sacarsms seriously. So anyways, yeah, my mom's friends are coming over soon. And I'm hooked on my guitar trying to play new songs and I won't be sleeping till morning? Lol, so yeah and also,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

to all those who are celebrating it! :D Enjoy this 5 days break from the oh-so-hectic school life! Bye lovelies.

P/S: Be my favourite love song, will you, love?

2008-02-05T22:29:00.000-08:00

Black Rose Dying Bless The Fall

Didn't go school today, sick. Woke up with a very bad headache, so mom asked me to go back to sleep. Didn't go doctor because I insisted not to go there, so have to write letter for Mdm Chew/MrsTan tomorrow. I feel like going under the void deck if it rains later, I've been really wanting to do that when it rains everytime. It's helps me unwind a little. Let's hope I didn't miss out much in school today. Except, I know that there's exco meeting today and I'm supposed to attend, but oh well, what to do? Alrights, shall blog tomorrow or something. Bye love.

P/S: Be my favourite love song.

2008-02-02T19:13:00.000-08:00

Wait For Tomorrow BlessThe Fall

Went to Esplanade to watch Daniel, Adith and Eugene perform. Me and Fatemah couldn't watch them, cos of me. When I was in the bus to Serangoon Stn, there was a traffic jam and then i was stuck inside the bus for 15mins. And, to my "astonishment" it was a stinking lorry which broke down. -.-" So yeah, sorry Fatemah D': but i saw their video, it was awesome. Mwahahha. So yeah, had fun, we walked to dhoby ghaut at night. Tiring but fun. Reached home pretty late. But at least all of us had fun, righttttt ? Okays, I might be going out later with Adith & Daniel. Might be meeting Dilly too! :D Alrgihs see you people around. Byeeeeee!

P/S: It's time for me to learn how to let go.

What Hurts The Most Rascall Flatts

2008-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

Back after a short hiatus i suppose. Anyways, won't be blogging much nowdays. Really busy & lazy as well. Oh well, Sec 4 already, what to do? My weekends are occupied with photo hunting around Singapore with the lomographer Adithya Pratama. Lomography pictures are available for preview on http://flickr.com/photos/adith1801/ . Please request approval for taking pictures from the owner, adith1801@hotmail.com and stricly COPYRIGHT them.

Copyrighted (2007) Adithya Pratama.

Did a cover at the jamming studio yesterday for Apologize by Timbaland.

Vocalist : Adithya Pratama
Pianist : Daniel Ho
Drummer : Ammarah

It was our first tryout. And decided to record how it sounded like. To download listen to the sample of the cover please download at http://www.mediafire.com/?ekiummbymqv . Screwed up at the last part, hope you won't mind. Okays, away for hiatus again. Till then lovelies.

P/S: My stomach churned inside out with you around.

Thanks For Nothing Sum 41

2008-01-20T06:21:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow is another of boring school. Seeing the same things all over again. I hope I can pass next week without much worries and I pretty much enjoy today. Webcamming, Airport, City Hall & Esplanade! Btw, yesterday you were awesome Joe playing on the guitar. Haha! Adith and Daniel, the best kickass friends I have! A great was to end of the day with a boost! Awesome. Well, this blog is gonna be in MIA mode till next week, cos there's a lot of tests coming up.
Bye kickasses!

P/S: See the pic below!

Yes introducing Leonard and Ammarah, the perfect act cute-rs! :D

Amber Pacific Gone So Young

2008-01-17T04:39:00.000-08:00

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Life's so full of ups and downs. I can't seem to handle anything properly like I used to. I can't control my feelings, I can't control my actions. I don't have the full motivation to move on, it's like walking through a dark dark pathway all alone, no one to see you through it. Maybe 2008 is a really bad start of something new. I really hope to see things in a different angle, because I feel it's still not too late.

P/S: And I thank you for the love you gave to me.

Damn Regret

2008-01-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

I was decieved time to time. I hate Monday's. Can't I put a fullstop to my buts, and a fullstop to all the things which went wrong. I don't know, I might leave this blog abandoned for the time being, unless I feel like blogging my sorrows out. Till then.

P/S: You got me ten feet off the ground, but you let me go. Tell me how'd I come back up all over again.

Angels Within Temptation

2008-01-12T06:27:00.000-08:00

I looked out this morning and the sun was gone
Turned on some music to start my day
I lost myself in a familiar song
I closed my eyes and I slipped away

Short post, David's voice is awesome. I'm really mesmerised ! :D Another week of school. Goodluck!

P/S: Leonard still rocks my socks !

better :D

2008-01-08T03:17:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Happy :D
Current Song: Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

Thanks for showing concern with me. i'm feeling way much better because i had fun today (though i lost my voice after shouting during PSL). having the amaths qualifying test tomorrow and i'm studying like a mad person now. but i guess maths is all based on understanding and playing around with numbers. oh well, hope i'd pass the test with some colours that is. Alrights shall blog tomorrow or end of the week. And fyi, so stressed with homeworks plus school activities plus studying. We students need break D: (i know its only the 2nd week and i'm whining already) Okays, see you lovelies :D

P/S:Leonarddddddd rocks my socks !

it really feels as though i lost something

2008-01-07T03:23:00.000-08:00

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same

What could I say?

I don't know what's gotten into me. Ever since what I saw really affected me. It's easy to say "Hey Ammarah, move on!" But you know, it's hard to move on, the setbacks just makes you regret and you wonder why you WANTED something so badly. What more the outcome. My heart felt like bricks smashed onto the ground a million pieces. It's all when all my hopes were seriously dashed. I don't know if you'd realise this but .... Ahhh, I really don't know what to do. I don't know what I'm typing. I feel furstrated, yet upset but angry? I hate this mixed feelings I have. It's already good enough I kept this blog post "clean", if you get what I mean. In short, I'm really really really upset and moodless. If you talk to me in msn and I don't reply you the best I could give, only two words I could give, I'm sorry.

P/S: Feelings do change fast, but is it me being paranoid or my eyes that are playing tricks.

2008-01-05T21:21:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Pour-Me-Into-Bed mood
Current Song: Broken - SecondHand Serenade

Been busy in the past week. First day of school was hectic! Uhh, actually I think the whole week was a hectic one! Wasn't used to going to school, kept forgetting things, but I managed to pay more attention in class. I suppose that next week I won't be blogging because really busy with PSL and orientation. Great, I'm taking 1t1, nevermind. The PSLs in 1t1 is awesome. Mwahahaha! Tomorrow I have a Physics test and on Wednesday the Amaths qualifying test. I really hope to get good grades for it though. Haha ! I seriously don't know what to blog la. I'll just keep this on hiatus first until further notice :D Bytheway, Leonard rocks but I rock more than him. :P

P/S: I've decided to let everything go, new memories arises. Just hoping that you'd be there.

New Year Tomorrow :D

2007-12-30T21:34:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Contented :D
Current Song: Witch Doctor - Alvin & The Chipmunks

I can't believe 2007 have passed so fast. I could still remember clearly what happened in January or even last year. It seems as though everything had just happened yesterday. This shows that we really have to treasure what we have and not regret it later. I've done a lot of reflecting these past few days. This year seems to be more of a regretful and sorrowful year for me. A lot of downs but nevertheless there's alot of ups which made me miss those moments. I've really got a lot of New Year resolutions. Let's just hope I won't be more of a procassinator next year.

Here are the top 5 new year resolutions I have:

Study real hard for O'levels and decrease the amount of time of usage of the computer
Be more of someone who is much more positive
Spend more time with family and friends
Spend lesser money and only use them if needed
Be less lazy and less procassinating

Oh well, let's just hope next year is a better year for all of us. Let's just start over something new before its too late. I'm really contented of the things I have and don't realise how fortunate all of us are nowdays. We take things for granted and never thought that it'll be gone one day. Oh well, life's like that. We take things and go away with it. Okays, I would really want to wish everyone out there a very (advanced) New Year ! Bye lovelies ♥

P/S: Would really wanna thank God for blessing me with awesome friends, they sure know how to make my day into a brighter one.

2007-12-24T03:37:00.000-08:00

CurrentMood: Christmas-sy :D
Current Song: Jingle Bell Rocks - ?

Okays, so a quick update. Visitors are streaming in my house as early as 7.00pm. Yes, there's a party at my house and I've already got presents when it's only less than 1/4 of the people present. Mwahaha! So just wishing you guys a very Happy X'mas and Happy Holidays. Maligayang Pasko at Maligoong Taon :D

P/S: I'm a happy person without you. Trust me.

Bored !

2007-12-23T07:31:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Happy and Siao :D

Current Song: Only Hope - Mandy Moore

Silly Leonard publicised me through his msn. So this is what I did to him in return.

Lol, so now he can see me. But he afk. LOL! But hey Leonard, get well soon with your leg alrights. I don't know what to blog. Oh and I guess nowadays been making alot of new friends in Audition. And look up there somewhere at my blog header. "I get extremely happy if I make new friends♥" Yeah, it's true. Okays, I think I'm beginning to be crazy sooner or later. Alrights shall blog some other time. This post is to make sure you guys will still think I'm alive :D Oh, X'mas Eve tomorrow :D YAY! Bye lovelies.

P/S: I don't need you in my life. I've put my hopes for another.

Orientation [:

2007-12-21T05:29:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Tired and Half-Awake

Current Song: Me & U - Cassie

So the cache is, today was pretty okay. Was supposed to wake up at 5.30am but ended up waking up at 6.40am. Had to be in school by 7.15am. So rushed my bathing time, tie-ing of hair and everything. Cabbed down to school with my parents. Hoho, but to my suprise I reached there earlier than the rest. And I thought I was gonna be late -.-" Then ushered all the parents and the new Sec Ones. Was okay but pretty tiring. Me & Nas was walking around the school like mad people checking whether they are doing what they are supposed to do. Then after school Darshenee & Nas made me and the other bunch of people wait for them in school for one hour. And they were at Kovan happily eating -.-" But nahs, its okay. Communication error, can't be helped. I bought guide books for Amaths and Emaths. Yay ! Also bought correction tape. Mwahahah! Okays, I also changed my blogskin. So how's the revamp of my blog? :D And the song in my blog is really nice, I let Darshenee listen and she said the song is very nice. I was quite suprised not many people heard of Faber Drive (its a band not a place) . Oh well, I'm tired. Okays, bye lovelies ♥

Thank You [:

2007-12-19T23:47:00.001-08:00

Current Mood: Happy & Blessed [:

Current Song: Happy Birthday - Click Five

Yesterday was a blast. Firstly, I would like to thank my awesome friends who took the time and remembered my birthday was yesterday. Thanks for flooding my handphone with warm birthday wishes at 12midnight. Flooding my msn chatbox at 12midnight. Calling my handphone just to wish me happy birthday at 12midnight. Flooding my tagbox with warm wishes as well. Thanks alot for the presents you guys gave me yesterday. It's awesome. Look.

It's half of my birthday presnts. Thanks a million people. You made my day yesterday. The treat was no problem because you guys are my awesome awesome friends. Thanks alot. I don't know how to thank you guys much more. Shall credit Ken to be the first one to tag at my blog to wish me eh. Thanks :D I love you guys ♥

P/S: It's like a miracle when you said you love me again.

Big Big Big Day [:

2007-12-18T05:27:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Tired, Happy, Excited :D
Current Song: Happy Birthday To Me!

2 and a half more hours to my birthday. I don't know why I'm looking forward to my birthday cos maybe this time round instead of a party I'm treating them to maybe pizza hut. Yes, all the costs is on me. Haha! And thanks Mom & Dad for bringing me out to have a pre-birthday dinner celebration. And allowed me to do shopping over there, but just bought new skinny jeans (pssst, my other black skinny jeans I had got bleached -.-" ) Hah, I overheard my mom and cousin's conversation and my mom spoilt the whole thing by saying my cousin bought jeans for me. LOL! Now I know what's my present for later. Rawrs. But oh well, I don't know what I'm talking as usual because I'm worn out but still active. LOL. Okay enough Ammarah. Oh and tmr having PSL training in school and I get to see my friends. I miss them can? :D :D Okays, thats it. Bye lovlies.

P/S: You drifted away and giving me false hopes again.

The Coffee Connoisseur [:

2007-12-17T07:19:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Happy and Half-Awake D:
Current Song: Someday We'll Know - Mandy Moore

Today I really had fun. Had Elementz in the morning and I was later for 8 minutes. (usually Nas and Faid would be the latest, they will come 1 hr later. LOL) Because of me being late Ms Fu's sovenier from Japan to me was smaller than them D': -grins evilly- But my sovenier is cuter just like me :D Then after Elementz we went Bugis with Ms Fu because Ms Fu still owe us a treat for getting Gold for this year's Elementz. So we went to the The Coffee Connoisseur . And as usual 4 of us crapped like nobody's business and laughed as if the whole restaurant is ours. Ms Fu is an awesome teacher. Agree? L4-12marks answer please :D Hope to go out with Ms Fu again for lunch. Then Ms Fu went to meet her friend at 1.00pm then 3 of us decided to go to the National Library to study. And suprisingly I really DID study Amaths :D Thanks Mr Faid for tutoring me and Nas. LOL. Then went back home and bought push pops. And guess what 2 more days till I turn 15. Mwahhahahah ! And I'm talking to Ayunie the sweetest one on MSN. I'm still sleepy after having a 2 hours nap. Okays, chatting back in MSN. Byebye Lovelies :D

P/S: I think it's unbelievable just like that.

I'm Happy At The Moment

2007-12-16T01:44:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Sore but Okay D':
Current Song: Roses And Butterflies - Making April

Don't laugh at the editing. -holds back laughter- It's 1.37am and I'm not asleep, crapping with the lamest Ken. I'm really laughing at the editing cos he said. "it's like the exact conversation we had" LOLS! And I started to burst out laughing. I don't know what I'm talking about. Maybe because I'm excited that on Wednesday is my BIRTHDAY :D 3 more days, and I'm 15 :D Should I have a birthday party at my house after the PSL thing on my birthday? Don't know la, I think I'm on caffeine, I'm still awake. And by the way, I would like to greatly thank Ken for lending a listening ear just now over what happened in the afternoon. Thanks alot ah! And and and, I'm blogging tomorrow. Bye lovelies ♥

P/S: Always look on the bright side of life.

Introducing, Ken the lamest [:

2007-12-13T23:35:00.000-08:00

I am really bored and it's 11.29pm. So, Ken the lamest gave me a brilliant idea to blog about him. And this whole post goes to Ken ! His name is Ken, as know as the lamest. He said that he is the lamest cos its to accomadate me for being lame -.-" He loves to bully little children like me (hey you, i'm still a kid okay, i'm still 14) . And I unfortunately have to surrender to him because I always don't know how to fight back with him. So, the ending would usually he win one. I always lose la. Lols, but nevertheless he super super duper funny and approacable and not forgetting LAME as well :D And he called me a pig because I'm lazy. But hey I'm a pig which can write(as what you said). Lol! This post is like selling him away -.-" But at least it kills my boredrom for 5 minutes I guess. Mwahahaha. Okays, I'm going off to chat on MSN. Bye lovelies ♥

P/S: I love my Ken the lamest [:

Johor Tomorrow [:

2007-12-11T07:24:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Happy :D
Current Song: Umbrella Cover - Vanilla Sky [:

Had fun at Vivo today with Faid and Nas after Elementz. I'm really happy that I'm going JB tomorrow, well at least its part of my gateway holidays. On the 26th its confirmed I'm going Bintan Lagoon. 3days2nights stay there. So its after Christmas, just nice then after which school reopen, fits in nicely. And 8 more days to my birthday :D So long lovelies, will miss you guys :D

P/S: I don't want to be a victim all over again.

homeworks and ultimate study mode [:

2007-12-04T20:29:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Hungry D:
Current Song: Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls

Hello beloved lolipopers! It's been quite a while since I blogged. Have been really busy doing administration stuffs & webdesigning for my aunt's workplace. At least I get payed doing this. I have already highlighted my hair and cut my hair the same length just thinner. By cutting it thinner, it'll allow me to do the "scene" ones. I won't be blogging for about 1 week - 1.5 weeks due to my late study mode. I'm studying Day - Night and finish everything up by next week. You won't be seeing me online much except at night :D Bye lovelies ♥

P/S: I still can't believe the days pass like seconds. Yes, it may seem that it happened so long ago but remember, it's still right in here.

2007-11-30T06:00:00.001-08:00

Current Mood: Pool-ish :D
Current Song: Stars are Blind - Paris Hilton

Hey all :D Today had PSL in the morning. But got scolded from Mrs Ho for not being punctual. I don't like sermons because they're pain to the ears and pain to the head too! Then after which had fun at the arcade. The first thing I went into the arcade and played was my dear drums :D It's getting addictive but not until a drum addict like that. Once in a while thing you know. And Bryan got sick of the song "Russian Roulette" because I kept playing that song for the drums. And I love the song "Home Girl" . Real fast but nice! Haha. Then after which met up with Isyanto and played pool ! Hoho, managed to sneak into the pool area. Played a few rounds and really had a lot of fun. How I wish I had a pool table in my house. I wouldn't mind as my birthday gift though ;) So after which chatted at the Kovan "interchange" there with Bryan, Isyanto, PeiLing, Wira and Salman. Then Wira and Salman went off first then 4 of us still crapped at some random seats near the coffee shop! Really fun and engaging. And I bought purple hair spray. I know you all will say "Siao eh, why she by purple. And what for?" Simple answer. I really don't feel good not buying something and hey let's try wild colours on your hair and it's $5. Yes, unbelievable but still believable! And I going to my aunt's house again tomorrow plus cutting hair and dying hair! Tomorrow is gonna be great I believe! Bye lovelies♥

P/S: You taught me how to love but you taught me how to hate as well. Paradoxic, yes I know.

Bored ]:

2007-11-29T01:39:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Bored D:

Current Song: Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song) - Enrique Eglesias

I'm supposed to go watch movie with Daniel, DingYang, Faid and Gideon I think? But then I am pretty much lazy to change and everything. I wanna save the hastle for tomorrow's PSL training. After which is bowling and arcade time :D Oh, and get well soon to Maria and Pei Ling. Eat flowers, good for your health (random). 2 more days to brown highlighted hair! And my birthday is coming! Oh craps, I just remembered that tmr is the 30th and I need to submit the Chemistry asknlearn quiz which is dued tomorrow! Okays, bye people! Love You. ♥

P/S: As the days go by, I remembered all the flashbacks together with you

Fun Bunch Of People

2007-11-28T03:20:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Bored :D
Current Song: H0w To Save A Life - The Fray

Editied the picture! Yes, had a lot of fun yesterday during Prefects' Camp, but then i fell hard on the basketball court when I was trying to run away from them throwing the water bombs at me -.-" Had fun in the arcade after which and sneaked into the Pool place with them. I think my addiction to drums is coming back, though I suck at it because its like out of a sudden I'm playing the drums in the arcade after a year. Really really! Russian Roulette is still the best. This Friday after the PSL training, hopefully we're going to play bowling/pool and arcade! If you know who you are just bring along extra money! Wohoo! I can't wait. My mom said I can dye my hair this Saturday and straighten it next week ! How great can that be! Have yet touched the Amaths book, its killing me. (literally) Anyways, gonna go hairstyle hunting. Bye lovelies♥

NPCC CAMP - PREFECTS CAMP

2007-11-26T06:52:00.001-08:00

Current Mood: Tired D:
Current Song: Gone So Young - Amber Pacific

Back from NPCC camp. Really disasterous. Not only frequent punishments recieved but also sleeping time reduced to 30minutes. Really really horrible. Prefects camp was pretty fun though I came at 12.00noon because my mom forced me to sleep after the 3days2nights camp! Tomorrow will be more fun than today. Trust me! Here's one Hari Raya picture that Maria my honey stars sent :D

Okay, I'm being fill-in-the-blanks. -.-" Gotta replenish my sleep now! So long lovelies :D

P/S:Exco's and the prefectorial board rocks :D

Camp D:

2007-11-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

I'll be away for NPCC Training Camp from 23November2007 - 25November2007.

Do pop me by an SMS or call me at night to entertain me !

Gonna miss all the fun!

Byee Love.

P/S: Happy advanced birthday MINGJIA . I love you dearest! I'll dedicate one long post after our camp alright! Love you!

Exco Meeting D:

2007-11-21T20:25:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Lazy D:
Current Song: If Looks Could Kill - A Heartwell Ending

I'm meeting the exco's in 1hr and I've not yet gotten ready! My hair is in a mess again! Oh, did I tell you that my bill had shot up to $120. I can't seem to find any school-based tshirt, I only found P.E shirts and that's it. -sighs- Anyways, I love my Honey Stars (Maria). She's so awesome but I'm awesome-r because I'm KokoCrunch! Enough enough, gotta get ready :D I need buy ziplock bags and I want chocolates ! Bye lovelies!

WildWildWet :D

2007-11-20T15:49:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Exhilirated :D
Current Song: It's Not Over - SecondHand Serenade

Didn't blog for a few days, it feels funny not to be blogging for quite some time. Anyways, WildWildWet was a blast with Mirjam! Shall not divert too much because I'm really happy with the trip and fun there! Soo many things happened and both of us we're practically one of those people who just got released from IMH. So, anyone wanan go WildWildWet in December? The more people the merrier! :D 2 more days to NPCC camp, how much i dread camps and how much I yearn for a holiday! -frowns- Going for meeting later at 6.30pm at HgMall it's about the NPCC stuffs again. Before that meeting Pei Ling to study with her. Hopefully complete all my assignments and stuffs. A lot of things need to be done in such a short period of time. Lets take this time to do the best we can do and get also the best results in the end. Right? Okays, 1 more hour and I have yet prepared. My hair is in a mess and I want to get it straightened in Dec! I'm hungry too! Cheeseeee fries! Blog maybe tomorrow? Bye lovelies!

P/S: You gave me the torch, but i threw it away. It's my lost, but we gotta move on.

Rawr ):

2007-11-12T04:25:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: In Pain D:
Current Song: Apologize - One Republic

Have not gotten most of the BBQ photos yet, will post it as soon as possible. Just a quick update. I think there's something wrong with my wrist. My left wrist is in pain most of the time especially when I bend it. The fingers also abit affected and I can't carry heavy stuffs with my left hand. My Mom & Dad is bringing me to the doctor tomorrow I think. I really hope it's not something bad ): Stupid of me to fall down. Will update soon, bye!

Class BBQ :D

2007-11-09T23:21:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Tired D:
Current Song: Lullabye

Today's Class BBQ was awesome! Everyone was pretty united. Did a lot of eating and my stingray! Hannan was actually our chef but after serving his satay specialty it failed, cos it got burned and was overcooked! So RuiJia fired Hannan and employed me, Kah Hui & Zakiah. Though got abit raw but still nice right? (if you don't say nice, be prepared whenever i see you) :D Played musical chairs, I know its pretty lame but then its super fun. Especially when got Mrs Tan playing. Suprisingly today she was in a very good mood. During Amaths lesson, the whole class laughed because she was being cute! Serious. Hahaha! Everyone is hoping for a class chalet next year, the BBQ is just the first step. Mdm Lu came, and Mdm Chia was supposed to come but her car is still not available, she live very far D: A lot want her come cos we love her, and she love us too by giving that love note for holiday assignments -.-" But saddening, she missed the fun. After which at about 10.30pm. Kah Hui & Sean were very very evil. They wanted to push me into the pool ! Such frivolous people! And Sean was being my twin today cos we wore red skinny jeans today :D Shall post pictures tomorrow. Really really tired. And 3EB rocks :D Goodnight lovelies!

Excited :D

2007-11-08T21:43:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Excited :D
Current Song: Iyugyog Mo - Willie Revillame

Yes that picture was taken during just now's Amaths lesson for intensive programme. Later gonna go for my class BBQ @ Adeline's house. Guess gonna spend truckloads of fun there. Especially my stingray :D Lydia they all should know very well :D Can't wait ! It's just a few more hours to go. Haha! I still can't find my black skinny jeans. Then I have to stick with the blue jeans? Noooo! Tortureee! I think I'm pretty crazy because I've not eaten my stingray yet D: Bye all, gonna take a short nap. Another picture below :D Click . Bye lovelies, blog later !

P/S: Now, then, forever ♥

Unforseen Changes

2007-11-07T03:42:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Whoozy & Droopy D:

Current Song: Rooftops - Lostprophets

2 more days to my class BBQ. Can't wait. Besides that, I recieved a letter from the Maths HOD asking to take this qualifying test for Additional Maths. That one I don't mind take because my Amaths results is pretty bad. But I don't want to drop it, I really HAVE to buck up. The thing I mind is the content of the letter. They way they phrase the letter is as though I got 0/100 for it. Very harsh, yes that's the word. Today had Chemistry Practical again. We did the O'levels practical test. 30 minutes was not enough to finish everything, I was still left for the test of Nitrate anions, cos it requires heating which takes up a lot of time. Then had Amaths, which she touched more in Trigonometry. It's pretty wierd cos I could do it, maybe perhaps because the attentive-ness I gave in class helped? Tsk Tsk. Then had Social Studies & History. Out of the blue, I really liked History. Mr Chris Tan touched on War in Asia Pacific. Yes, I understood it and I finally saw the link. It's seriously inter-related. Haha, then had Maths lesson after school for 1 hour. And thanks RuiJia for fixing my pencil case. I feel so funny being "energetic" now after the 4 hours of sleep. Its still warm, please stop global warming! :D Let this world be a place for you & I to stay. I sound so "geography-cally" inclined. LOL! I still love History. Okays, see you all and advanced Happy Deepavali to all those celebrating it. And lastly, Happy Holidays all :D Bye lovelies!

P/S:We feed on the irony, we drink hypocrisy.

HIATUS :D

2007-11-04T03:27:00.002-08:00

Current Mood: Tired D:
Current Song: Damn Regret - RJA (:

I took that picture earlier on today. Made it into an icon. I'm hungry once again, and depspite it drizzling, it's still so warm. Global warming, go away ! Ahhhh. But just to inform, won't be blogging much this week. Maybe on Friday, to post about the class BBQ :D I can't wait for the class BBQ cos there's my favourite stingray plus BBQ-ed chicken wings! Oh no, I'm starting to be hungry all over again. Okays, see you all ! :D

Chemistry Practical :D

2007-11-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Hungry D:
Current Song: Flipside - The Click 5 :D

Before I wanna divert into anything else, I would like to thank Muhd Daniel for the chocolates you gave yesterday! Lending the dictionary was nothing, what are friends for? :D Okays, back to the regular "boring" post. Had fun with chemicals today in Chemistry Lab. The picture I took above explains everything. Took it secretly without Mdm Chia noticing :x Haha! Angel, RuiJia & Adeline, super funny. At first we were the first to finish the experiment, then for the second experiment, we were the last few :x All four of us couldnt make the limewater chalky, and Mdm Chia evilly laughed at us. LOL! Haha, maths was nothing much, Statistics again. I find the chapter quite fun, it's all about the mean, median & mode thingy we learnt in Sec 2. Then after school had NP meeting. 2nd draft of the proposals and I have to make a lot of major changes. Good news is that my mom has approved me of dying my hair (obviously will dye after all the camps and stuffs) and the holiday I desperately wanted! I'm hungry, I wanna do a major rampage in the kitchen/fridge again. Bye lovelies ♥

P/S: I have to buck up my Amaths. PRONTO :D
P/S2: I had a great chat with Maria my sweet honey. She's awesome!

Warmm!

2007-11-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: pour-iced-water-on-me mood
Current Song: Pinoy Big Brother

I really have to start revising sooner or later, O levels is coming! It's not too early to think far, because I have to buck up a lot of subjects. I'm not dropping Amaths, because I know I'll be able to do it. I might not be blogging for some time because of Intensive Programme, Admin Stuffs & Revising. Yes, it's mugging/studying-ation again :D Bye lovelies!

Fill Me Up To The Brim

2007-10-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Pour-Me-Into-Bed mood
Current Song: Happy Birthday - Click 5

Today was pretty okay. Had fun during Chemistry practical. And I'm in the same class with Darshe and the rest again for History Elective :D Yay ! Anyways, after school went to Pei Ling's house and she passed me a few comics. I still have about 5 more to read, 1 down. And then had a fruitful 2 hours of sleep. Then had to do a lot of administrations stuffs, typing, sending e-mails and phone calling. Yes, alot of work. I seriously want to go on a holiday in December before my birthday. My parents still considering going Nirwana Resort in Bintan again, cos seriously I love the place, the ambience, food, EVERYTHING :D I want a 5 days stay there to compensate the studying I will be doing sooner or later, and an advanced birthday gift. Haha. 48 more days, go count la. Haha. Tomorrow will be having Emcee training, I guess would be alright. I think ? Have to pack my bag and edit some stuffs for tomorrow's intensive again, and its pretty warm outside. Agree? Yes? No? Nevermind! See you lovelies :D

:D

2007-10-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hey all, with reference with the previous post, i'm not telling people who actually these two are, I would like to still keep their identities unidentified. But just to inform, a lot of people have made wrong guesses with regards they're from my school. They're not from my school. And the post was just to clearly state things about attitudes which they think is right but is not. But "X" is already okay, forgiven, he called me yesterday. It's just "Y". Alrights, shall not divert too much! Bye Lovelies.

D:

2007-10-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Pissed :S
Current Song: You're Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I'm not in my best-est mood right now. So I am seriously sorry for the foul content that's gonna be published. I'm trying to rephrase it as nice as I can. Anyways there's two things that bothered me just now. Yes, just, and I feel like sharing with everyone because ..

I am not afraid of telling the whole world about it, cos what's there to be scared of
Take this as a lesson and a learning point for everyone
Not all things come to a good end

So anyways, as I was saying, I will name this person "X" and this person "Y". Get the point? Good! So anyways, let's talk about person "X". Person"X" has some kind of attitude problem that's really hard to tell. Let's say I found it out in the beginning of the year and really find it a problem to syncronise with his frequency. A lot of people now began feeling disappointed towards him cos of his "sudden" attitude towards people. It's either he's trying to get attention from people like you & I, or, not interested at all. But hey, it ain't me that's concerned. "X" just don't realise how many people he have hurt.

Enough about "X", now let's talk about "Y". "Y" is not much of a problem, just that he blames me for things I've not done. It's really frustrating to see things like this occurs. Yes, it may be my fault, but think, do "Y" have to go to that extent to exaggerate about things I've yet done. Tsk Tsk. Pity you. "Y" thinks whatver he does is correct (self-centred) and yet he also doesn't realise that people soon start to realise things too.

Conclusion: People disregard our friendships and do not treasure them when they last. And people ought to hurt people without thinking. I've already done my part, the rest is up to "X" & "Y"

P/S: Question to pounder - Do you believe in 2nd Chances ?

Awesome Week :D

2007-10-26T22:58:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy & Contented
Current Song: Wowowee :D

Holidays have just started, but am not really looking forward to it. 2 weeks of intensive programme is already enough to occupy 1/4 of the holidays. Followed by Emcee trainings and Camps. I guess what Mdm Chia said was right, I really do have to learn how to do time management which resulted me in having pretty bad results for EndOfYear. Well at least I did better than MidYear. This week have been a blast. Last Wednesday went to MediaCorp with Mirjam, Darshenee and Darshe's sister :D We went there to watch Live The Dream. But most importantly to see CLICK FIVE :D Kyle Patrick is so hot in person. And Utt, he grabbed my hand. *screams and wails* :D Then yesterday went house visiting with the Nas, Fatemah, Maria, Faid, Sufyan, Hanan, Naufal and Hairul. Awesome. Came back home pretty late but it was worth it. I'm thinking if I should highlight my hair. I don't know. Still thinking. I want Golden Brown. Haha :D Alrights, picture update next time alrights. See ya!

Interclass Games :D

2007-10-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Really Tired :'(
Current Song: Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

I am really too tired to blog this week. Letargic-ness? Possibility. Anyways, had interclass captain ball today. Congratulations to 3EA team for winning the medal :D And well done to our class too, 3EB. We were awesome, don't worry. We did nothing much but played captain ball and badminton among ourselves. After we got tired we rested and one of them fell and "broke" her arm. Get well soon and take care okay? Conclusion: CaptainBall is a rough game, fullstop. Remember I dislocated my knee because of that, but I'm cool about it :D Then decided to play soccer with Darshe, Mirjam, S.W and MJ. I made the "goalkeeper" and you know Darshenee got the ball, and from your common sense right, you need to kick the ball either to your left or right direction so it goes into the goalpost right? You know what Darshenee did, she kicked the ball right to my stomach and upper leg there. Cannot say kick, but RAMMED! IT WAS PAINFUL OKAY. Lol, but I find it funny la. And it still hurts a little, but I'm fine. After which had Audition of Emcee, and yeah, was okay. Then had interview with the Excos and Mrs Khoo was there. SHE IS SOOO FUNNY :D But when she's fierce, she's scary :S After which, played Halo on the Xbox with Nas, Hairul twinnie, Peiling :D Hairul expert already la, Nas also la! But I just love shooting them from the back and hit them on the head (of course virtually in the game) Haha! And I kept accidentally shooting Hairul twinnie, cos we were supposed to gang up to shoot Nas! But playing Halo makes me dizzy at times. After which went Hougang Mall with Peiling and eat :D Crapper a lot of stuffs la :D Haha! P.L remember the Archie comics tomorrow alrights :D Right now, my left knee hurts (its the ex-dislocated knee). After the running around I suppose. And tomorrow we're going to Mediacorp to watch Live The Dream. CLICK FIVEE! Of course together with my awesome besties, Darshenee & Mirjam :D I can't wait. Okays, ciaos people, I'm thirsty. ♥

P/s: It's sometimes saddening that anonymous gives us that attitude to not only me but to the rest of the people. Please, we finally saw you're true colours. We're really disappointed anonymous, please realise that. And to that "who must not be named" we know what you're talking about behind our backs. It didn't really concern me but it concerns my friends. Please, think before you speak. :D No hard feelings.

Dorothy Perkins :D

2007-10-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Sleepy

Current Song: Laydio Online

Hello Love, just woke up from dreamland and its 9.23pm. There's school tomorrow, Great! I meant seriously great cos we'll be going Science Centre tomorrow during school hours. And we will be making Pizza's! :D Okays, today went airport to send off my uncle to Philippines. I seriously wanna go back there. And I even had the idea of my uncle smuggling me inside one of the luggages :x Yes, I'm desperate to go back there, I miss all of my cousins and relatives and friends in Philippines. Then went to the viewing mall, where you can see the departure or arrival of the planes. SIA reminds me of Melbourne, and seriously I also miss Melbourne. Today go airport, I have that heavy feeling in my heart cos I miss Melbourne but most importantly Philippines. Anyways, after that went Suntec then ate there. Went Marina Centre and bought my new red skinny jeans at Dorothy Perkins. Cost me $79! :D But it's great. Hurhur, and right now I'm seriously sleepy and I can't keep myself awake. I think I'm gonna grab a bite or two cos I'm hungry too! Ahhhh! Bye lovelies. Je t'aime garçon. Maintenant, puis, pour toujours.♥

IPOD TOUCH

2007-10-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy :D

Current Song: Laydio Online

Helloes all. Just came back home, and guess what, I bought my new Ipod Touch okays. Cost $498 but have to add the charger and stuffs so $545.90 altogether. I memorised the price. Lol. Yayness, and now its charging, 8 hours of waiting, happy waiting Ammarah :D Then went to plaza singapure with parents to restock food supply. Then went to eat , and oh, im still hungry! Gosh, and how am I supposed to collect the watch I bought online. Not free tomorrow! Ahhh! Alrights nevermind see how. I think I'm talking nonsense because I don't know what I'm talking too! Never-mind. And see.....

TADAA! The new Ipod Touch I bought. I just lvoe the sleekness of the Ipod. okays shall go, do visit www.laydio.net for awesome songs and hell lotsa chattings, btw I miss Eric ! Ahhhs! Bye lovelies!

Results , Finalized

2007-10-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence

Got my finalised results for end of years already. Should be after moderation already I suppose and its 45% of the total percentage in the report book. Oh god, and to think about it I did quite bad too. Have to set aims higher :D

English - 58.6% (C5)
Emaths - 61.0% (B4)
Amaths - 31.0% (F9)
Humanties [H/SS] - 75.0% (A1)
Chemistry - 72.7% (A2)
Physics - 65.0% (B3)
Malay - 53.0% (C6)

Total percentage : 59.7%
[improved but aiming for 65%]

Alrights, that's all for the results, anyways today was nothing much. Things were as usual but Mdm Chia today was not herself. She joked more than usual and was much more humorous than usual. Haha! After school had meeting awhile then interview, couldn't go help out at the NP room. After the interview went to Kovan with Pei Ling and ate KFC.

To Pei Ling,
Don't worry so much about the matter. He's no worth your concerns and you've got people like us to keep you going. It's really frustrating and sad to see you sobbing everyday. Let the past be an experience to make you stronger.

After which went home and then talked to Ming Jia. It's been a long time since I talked to her on the phone and crapped non-stop! I love you Ming Jia, I'm not afraid to publicise it either :D Guess what, tomorrow is Promotion Day which means.... NO SCHOOL :D Tomorrow Pei Ling has agreed to follow me collect the watch I bought for my parents for their anniversary ! I know, their anniversary is like in November but just buying it before it goes out of stock. A couple pair costs $100. But collecting also the other watch I bought online. And I also can't wait for Laydio gathering! Alrights shall stop here. Conclusion : Today is a great day & I saw a pretty rainbow again today. Shall not divert to much. Je t'aime garçon beaucoup. Merci pour tout ! ♥ Alrights, shall end here lovelies, love you all! :D

Results :D

2007-10-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Neutral =/
Current Song: Somebody Told Me - The Killers

Got back my results, I'm quite pleased with the results but a little disappointment though. Not key-ing the English results cos the composition the teachers have taken it back for moderation (instincts tells me that we did badly thats why they HAD to moderate).

Pure Chemistry - A2 (improved from C6 to A2)
Pure Physics - B4 (deproved from A1 to B4)
Elementary Maths - B4 (improved from C6 ro B4)
Combined Humanities - B4 (improved from E8 to B4)
[History: C6 , Social Studies A2]
Additional Maths - F9 (sustained F9's, expected)
Malay - C6 (improved from F9 to C6) overall

Have to improve alot and buck up on Amaths, don't intend to drop any. But Physics I could get A1 , its just that I got too nervous and had mental block, almost cried doing the paper the same goes for Amaths. One conclusion to make when doing exams, don't panic & stay calm :D My parents have to prepare a few hundred dollars for the Ipod Touch and new handphone :D Yay! Started on Elementz project too, and the sponge stinks! :D Alrights nighty nights loved ones!

D:

2007-10-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, the day where we get our results, reflects how much we studied and how well/bad we did. It'll give me a drastic impact because my future lies there. Okay, my future to be in Sec Four Express, I don't want to retain or get transferred to 4NA. It'll be a tremendous fall from being the top then to the bottom. And right now many of us will be pretty worried, well some who doesn't care about exams and their results are just trying to be non-human like because tell me who dont wanna live their lives with ease, and be happy with your own achievement, if you don't care so much why bother going to schoo? I suggest you can bang your head against the wall and then brainwash your brains, it might help you real good, trust me. Haha. Good luck for the recieving of results tomorrow all , oh and bring tissues boxes & ear plugs tomorrow. Torturreeeee. Bye Lovely People!

Malam Hari Raya (Night of Hari Raya)

2007-10-12T04:03:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Blessed :D

Current Song: Radio

I feel so blessed. After breaking fast and listening to the radio, I felt a sense of achievement do be where I am. I want to thank God for bringing all the goodstuffs to this world, and most importantly granting me awesome parents plus friends. I can never thank God enough. Later at about 11pm gonna play fireworks with my cute neighbours, and I got my contact lenses. Here are some picture taken, before breaking fast :D Most probably staying awake cos of cleaning the house again and prepare the food for tomorrow! Excited !

That's all for now, perhaps later will blog :D Goodbye lovely, and Selamat Hari Raya :'D

1 more paper :D

2007-10-10T02:58:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Enthusiastic :S
Current Song: A Whole New World - Peabo Bryson & Regina Belle

Oh yes, just one more paper and I'm free from all this brain-cell murderings. Oh god. Let's say the exams suck, thats all. The Emaths 1 & Chemistry was manageable :D However, Amaths was seriously difficult. i couldn't do any qns except for the Alpha Beta and the .... okay i forgot -.- Today's paper was social studies, i could do and hopefully would score at least for a B. Placing hopes on History, Social Studies, Chemistry and Emaths 1 :D Went home after the breakfast with Mirjam. Okay I didn't fast today, I woke up late -.- Seriously. And I had stomachache in the morning. So yeah. Then went home, then after Peiling's amaths paper, she went my house. Then go make my contact lenses. Hard time choosing either Grey/Honey . Lols, and can either collect it tomorrow or friday :D YAY-ness. Oh, you should see the stupid videos me & peiling took when we were studying. And after looking through all my Emaths tests, I found myself dumb cos I could answer the questions -.- Regrets, but there's no turning back. Alrights, shall go off now and study :D Emaths, my last hope. I need you my love, Emaths ! Okay, I don't love Emaths ;D Bye Lovelies!

On Hiatus (:

2007-10-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

I'm on Hiatus. Left with a few more papers and I'm craving for Okonomi-Yaki !

Sometimes, what you expect wouldn't turn out as it is.

It's like peeling an apple, but you cut the apple. -.-

Picture Update (:

2007-10-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: Still Waiting - Sum41

Okays, just came back from Geylang Serai with my parents and of course my awesome primary school mates. Really tired, bough alot of stuffs. And my heels are like high. LOL! And And my baju raya is BROWN-ORANGE! $170 -.-" Enjoy the pics. (please be patient & wait for the pics to load)

Presenting my crazy-mate, Rabia and the stone-r behind, Ira (:

The girls, from left to right, Ammarah - Rabia - Herlina - Ira :D

Firdaus (the guy on the left) tried to immitate the old man! Damn funny.

Mr Fidaus (i wonder how Ira could stand him :x )

Lightings at Geylang Serai (Part I)

Part II

Part III

My photography doesn't suck okay! I find this picture so sleek & nice.

Its my new bought heels(:

Okays, that all after the breaking fast with the people, then now im in serious mugging-ation/study-ation. I'm scared for Emaths & Pure Chem )': Okays, see you around when I see you all!

Still On-Hiatus (:

2007-10-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Satisfied :D

Current Music: When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Some short update before I go "MIA" status all over again. English & MT was a 2 in 1 killer paper. It killed me just like that before myself knowing it. Physics was horrible, study so hard and its my forte but I still couldn't do it. I'll be just pleased to get at least a B3 :D History was quite okay but SBQ killed me right in the face. Now I just have to sit on my desk and concentrate on studying the upcoming Pure Chemsitry & Emaths Paper 1 exams. Oh and a few more days to Hari Raya. Contact Lenses, Treatment & Baju Raya here I come :D Alrighs, off on hiatus again! PS: Going out with my awesome primary school mates tomorrow. Gonna have a blast tomorrow night! :D Goodbye Lovelies.

ON-HIATUS

2007-09-26T04:44:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Brain-Cell Killing Mood :D

Current Music: Not Ready To Make Nice - Dixie Chics

Current ON-HIATUS till further notice / when EOYs are over.

All the best to all the lovelies for their EOYs :D JIAYOUS!

PS: Today is such a sucky day. I feel the guilt, but "anonymous" say its not my fault. Why oh why, "anonymous" had to do that. And I'm disappointed with "uhm uhm". Total Regrets..

Craps

2007-09-24T04:42:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Enthusiastic

Current Song: Chocolate - Soul Control

Today was pretty okay. I liked today. I paid attention to Amaths, and finally understood it. And I'm pretty enthu about studying A*maths, a lot of practice required. After school practiced MC-ing at Prefects Room with Jasmine and GuanYu. Was kindaokay. And after school talked like mad, laugh here and there and joked here and there with Gideon, LinKien, Jasmine, Gerald and Faid. Haha! Damn funny can? Then went home and slept and played Puzzle with Asyraf online. Funny laa! Doggy !

click to enlarge it

took us at least 15minutes to complete it. phew. Okays, gonna do Ten Year series on Amaths :D I'm preparing for EOYs :D Oh and good luck lovelies to your EOYs :D

Young Icons (:

2007-09-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Images in my head.

Current Song: When You Say Nothing At All - Allison Kraus

Today woke up at 5.45am and rushed to Hougang Mall to meet the rest (Bryan, PeiLing, BaoLong, Peiling and Darsheee) It was pretty dark and quiet, reminds me of when I was in Philippines in the early morning. Then I saw Bryan walking towards me then we talked then the rest arrived :D Then took 72 to Tampines then they ate while i played the poking thingy with Darshe's Hotcakes cover, was pretty bored cos i was fasting. Then headed to the Tampines CC for the Student Ambassador. Then got some shirt to wear for the event, it was ORANGE, and reminded me of Nas cos he loves to wear orange shirts -.- Then met Mr Rafi, then sat down with this Senior Icon and she talked to me in Chinese, and I replied in Chinese, of course there were times I need translation from Bryan. Haha! Then The Minister & Mayor came as Guest of Honour to grace the occasion. The speech part was hilarious, but I almost fell asleep, and WE'RE ON TEEVEE (: Lol, and then there was once the guy asked if anyone is a Malay, i raised my hand and asked if I can speak good malay for the news -.- Then the darshe they all ask me go, I said, "MY MT IS ALREADY SO BAD, NO NEED EMBARASS ME IN FRONT OF THE MEDIA -.-" Then they laughed. Evils. So got some goodie bag and played with the rubix cube, I messed it up -.- Haha! Okay enough, here are some pictures taken. Enjoy!

i have to be committed in this thingy for two years :D And im proud to be one of them to help the community!

Official Hiatus.

2007-09-21T05:02:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Messed Up.

Today is not a good day, to further simplyfy it, TODAY SUCKS. From morning till now. Everything's just sucky :( From losing stuffs then scoldings, to panic, to rush, to forgetfullness, to blurness, practically... EVERYTHING. I just feel so fed up. I didn't bother paying attention in class today because I got distracted by something. I just don't know what exactly is affecting my concentration-ness today. Its sad, I can't control my own self. It's real depressing okay. But, I just have to move and look on the bright side of today. Well before went home, played dai-di with Isyanto and Faid then Wira and the rest came. Then actually wanted to break - fast with them but I was tired and went home. Traffic jam via taxi at my place there, so I reached at 7.15 then said prayers and drank the whole bottle of icy cold water. :D Oh, and i gotta wake up @ 5.30am tomorrow, thanks a lot la to the Ambassador talk thingy. Irritating, so much for wanting to wake up late and watch WoWoWee ):

im on hiatus for the moment, probably tomorrow will blog, if not this is the last post till End Of Year :(

here's one pic, courtesy of Maria's blog and Adith's camera. i look LOL-ish.

2007-09-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Oh-im-so-tired :(

Today was pretty okay. Did nothing much, revised AMaths again, and I got the hang of it I think? Seems like, I did not pay full attention last semester. Mr Wee today very funny :) Joked with us all, and yeah, he's funny at cranking up jokes :) Then today learnt Percentage Purity during Chemistry, got it already :D Got back our open book Social Studies & closed book Social Studies tests papers :D I had B for open book and A for closed book :D Yay! Haha! Oh great, and thanks Mdm Lu for teaching us and explaining the Physics stuffs today after school :D The 2 hours was very fruitful. Thank You alrights! I gotta polish badge and polish boots, NPCC tomorrow here I come :D

picture below taken after SRP :D (Mrs Tan was pissed with our class again and stormed out of the class cos she got fed up again *sighs* )

Tired ):

2007-09-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Exasperated :D

Today was pretty okay. Took the pledge and I almost forgot the pledge cos it was quite a long time since I did it. Went IT lab for the teacher's checklist survey. 4 teachers had all SA. While the other teachers had all A. I'm nice okay. LOLs. Then went Library for History class and we got test. And the question was "What is History to you now?" LOLs. So much for it being open book test when you cant use it to answer the question. Haha! Then had MT. I really love Cikgu Hasrita. One of my favourite teacher la. She's really niceeee! Then recess, played cards again at the usual place and learnt new magic trick. :D and invented one on my own! it worked. Then had Physics, and Mdm Lu didn't come. Took the oppurtunity to study AMATHS, well quite okay la. Then had Chemsitry with Mdm Chia. I always look forward to her lessons! Very very awesome. Then amaths test. HAHA! You know what, I have a bloody foul mouth la. Mrs Tan say no SRP, then she say actually Mdm Chia's SRP with us, but then she never say anything. Then we at staircase there then i told Zakiah. "Eh, skali Mdm Chia run to us and say got SRP how?" Then, MDM CHIA REALLY RAN TO US AND SAY GOT SRP! Wth man -.-" She ah, funny teacher. HAHA! We love her :D Then got back Mole Concept test and got 21/30 :D Unexpected. HAHA! Then had MC training, before that crapped with Jasmine, LinKien, Gerald, Daniel and Gideon about Melbourne! Miss those times :D Then had NPCC training. Was okay :D I still got Chemistry homework to do :(

That kind soul, please return my Amath's Ten Year Series can? I'm currently surviving my life without TYS ): I need it badly ! Thank YOU!

I'm desperate for my book back. LOL. Alrights, see you lovelies. Oh and one song for you guys! Please click play but be patient and wait for it to load.

Soccer Craze (:

2007-09-18T05:26:00.001-07:00

Current Mood : Happy :D

Today played soccer for P.E, managed to kick a goal :D That's happy okay, but was damn tired some more fasting okay. Haha -.- Then had MT, and Cikgu Hasrita is back :D Oh man, i love her okay, she's one awesome teacher. Then during recess, Wira taught me the smacking card trick. Haha :D Thanks ah! Then after school went to the Prefects Room with Nas to do some Administration stuffs. Hectic can? Oh and tomorrow I have AMATHS* test and I think got Chemistry homework, better check la before I die :D Alright, take care lovely people!

AWESOME :)

2007-09-17T04:25:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy & Tired :D

Today is seriously a good day. Except for having that major stomachache in the mornng thanks to eating Tuna break for Sahur in the morning. Thanks Mirjam for accompanying me to the toilet and take care of your blocked nose laa :D Then had to read out the names for some TAF club thingy, screwed up a few parts but that was okay and the stupid mic hates me, it kept on dropping. Then had Chemistry test, LIKE OMG, the MCQ is damn difficult okay. Tricky I must say, though I studied but I don't have a good feeling in passing :D Then after school went NP room to check out stuffs, and it feels good to be back after a long hiatus. After school was panicking to find the people for the N.E workshop. Was damn worried laa. Then I saw Ms Yee and decided to purposely walk infront of her and hopefully she would ask me where was the LT2. And indeed, she asked me and she was damn funny la, she kept asking me to open the door cos she like damn paiseh if she enters from the front door, but i kept refusing, and i told her i was so scared cos i was late, she also said she late mah, no need worry. LOL! then after went in, all the teachers look at us -.- PAISEH LA! but the N.E thing was interesting, and the something Ferterlize sounded sooooo wrong Mr Tan ! :D HAHA! And then Adith took a pic of me, darsh & ms liow and then the picture turned out sooo wrong, i'll post it once adith sends it. Damn fun, we laughed and laughed throughout the workshop and then thanks mrs ho for grabbing the group photo for us :D AWWW! then we crapped a lot after the workshop laughed and laughed and i lost my voice thanks to laughing laa! LOLS! then went home. hurhur. oh btw,

If ANYONE find an AMATHS 10year series lying around, please inform me or return it to me! Very Important, blue&orange in colour. Thank youu !

Think thats all la, will upload pictures once i have it alrights. BYE LOVELIES!

edited ( added with pictures )

i removed one of the picture to protect the person's identity due to the scandolous photo taken.

Lollipops (:

2007-09-14T09:19:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Anticipating :D

I seriously want the Ipod Touch okay. Built in Wi-fi and etc. Temptations! But my mom said if i could seriously get at least 2 A's for my EOYs :D I'm really working hard and studying/revising almost everyday so that I would not be "lost". I got a few agenda for this weekend.

I complete my NYAA book
Go to the library & borrow books & pay fines -.-
Do not use the laptop (only at night)
Study Chemistry (Mole Concept) for test on Monday

Extras:

Study History
Physics Mindmaps
Filing

Okays I guess that's about it, gonna sleep few more hours before "Sahur" :D Goodnights lovely!

SPREAD THE LOVE :)

2007-09-10T06:12:00.001-07:00

FREE HUG DAY!
in a memory of those family whose members are the victim of the 9/11 incident. Today is the day where we; the people of earth, give out a comfort and peace to one another. not only the family of the victims but also those who needs comfort and love. C'mon people! grab a camera, paper and your markers. create your own Free Hug Campaign and post it..
Show the world that you care about there, go on and spread the love :D

2007-09-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

Now in school lab. Mrs Tan got pranked by the people in the general office. tsk tsk tsk. Gtg, she's askng us to shut the computers. BYEEEE!

:D

2007-09-05T06:37:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Dilemma

Opinion Polls & Market Research

Take This Poll Now :D Thanks!

Hairspray Craze (:

2007-09-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy :D

Before going on about Hairspray Movie, today was great :D Had to go to SRJC for some N4 Cluster Exhibition. And the response for the Adventure Trail is kinda good, and seems like a lot of schools are pretty interested in this collaboration project, using the Cayote Fund or something. After which rushed to school for Chemistry lesson. Reached at 1.30pm (was late for 30mins). We learnt how to calculate the percentage yield for the Mole concept. Pretty okay, but a non-Maths person like me would make a lot of mistakes :x So after which, Adith asked me if I wanted to watch Hairspray, but told him watching with my band, but then they were not free so watched with him today @ AMK Hub. And I waster $6 on my luck to get the Lilo&Stitch soft toy. But of course, luck wasn't with me! )': Bought loads of non-cinema-bought-stuffs in, like chips and etc :D The movie was really AWESOME! It's way better than HSM :D Seriously, I loved the songs which made me tempted to get the songs. Pretty good show! Watching Rat-ta-toee on Thursday with Ms Fu, Nas and Faid :D Excitement. I saw a pretty notebook @ AMK, but costs $23 :X It's either I'm gonna bring my mom to AMK or ViVoCity tomorrow for shopping spree for school supplies and more clothes :D Need to get nails painted PRONTO! Maybe tomorrow morning that is! Okays, gonna post two songs. One from Hairspray and the other, is a song I really liked thanks to Fai :D Enjoy all ! (PS: I still got EMATHS & AMATHS & English homework)

:')

2007-09-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Whatever :D

Yesterday was awesome. I love MiraB*3 many many ! Went out with them to Sentosa. And practically me and Faid were playing volleyball in the water when suddenly Faid couldnt catch the ball I threw and the ball drifter pretty far and it was gone. GONE FOREVER! Lols! Picture will be uploaded tomorrow :D Today's lessons were alright! And I got the hang of the Mole Concept for Chemistry! Fai asked me to meet him at the usual playground today but couldn't cos I'm going out today! So sorry Dee )': We'll see about that tmr okay Fai? ;D And sorry to Joe, Mira and Adt for not being able to go out with you guys! Oh and I got pretty obsessed with old songs! Cos Fai played it on the guitar which made me sad! Sugary sweets :D To end off here's the song :DD

guitar :)

2007-09-01T03:32:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Feeling Good (:
Today is such a super-uber day :D A start of a fresh new month with a total of 1 week break :D But not totally gonna be a super free week though. Monday will have Maths & Chemistry lesson from 10.30am - 12.30pm and 1.30pm - 4.30pm . And on Tuesday will have N4 cluster @ SRJC from 7.30am-1.30pm then rush to school for chemistry lesson from 1.30pm - 4.30pm. Not complaining because EOY is coming soon. And I mean REALLY soon. 25 more days. Then today watched TV and almost cried because of watching WOWOWEE (a philippine show). The episode was a tribute to the family member who died as a soldier )': But then oh well! Then asked my mom about hair extensions, she said on Tuesday evening go and do, because I won't go back school after Tueday! :D And manicure to be done tmr :D I want contact lenses, a trasparent and hazel one ! Oh and pray that I can go out with Adith & Amirah (the awesome B*squares) and hopefully Joe can tag along! Haha! Here's the picture taken yesterday when we were out with Adith, Amirah, Joe, Faid (he came late) and Darshenee (she left after catching the Heroes) @ the HarbourFront :D and plus some Teacher Day Photos.

awesome cake, with awesome people who eats it.

We stood for 2hours just to see Heroes for 5 minutes -.-"

Presenting Adithya the gay Vs Amirah the Awesome :D And also my head which covered 1/3 of the picture

Adith's stomach made a good leg rest for Amirah. LOL!

Bow down to Queen Amirah B* :D Adith tying Amirah's shoelace ! Lols.

Night view @ Harbour Front.

Look at Adith's lips. Disgusting. And look at the cute couple behind!

I edited this for both of them :D

That's all I suppose :D La' Amour!

:(

2007-08-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Mixed of ups and down.

okays-.- the screenshot above was done by myself and eric :D Sweets! Thanks ah ! Gonna make this post short and sweet. Nothing much, cupcakes and chemistry lesson tmr ): And I still have a lot of things to do. Yes, find ALLL THE WORKSHEETS for tmr ): See ya tmr :D

failure to pass (:

2007-08-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

I wish to have her hair. Oh whatever, guess what I passed my malay retest and overall Mdm Hasrita said I pass :D Damn I'm happy! Today had P.E and we had to do the softball assesment (like a test on our skill on softball). I was pretty excited because I LOVED batting the ball! And I got Level 4 which was the max you can go! I was happy. And then had to catch the ball, but everytime I want to catch it Mr Lau would catch it first and laugh at me -.- Evil teacher. LOLs! Got back AMATHS paper and four more marks to pass. Like what I said, I'll fail it! I think I'm failing English, Chem and Combined Humanities. The 3 papers are the hardest out of everything! I'm damn serious la! After school was kinda pissed off with _____, cos we waited till 5pm cos that person said that we all shall go out and eat dinner at KFC. But then, he "pang-seh" us and say he have to go home. LIAR! You dont deserve our concerns and stuff. And its good thing that you got that okay! Retribution ): So anyways, playing guitar now! See ya lovely! Oh and Fai, thanks alot for that listening ear you gave me today! It's awesome! :DD BYE!

exam free :P

2007-08-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy :D

Finally exams are over. Got back my Emaths Paper. OHMYGOD la, i thought i would fail serious. Didnt expect to pass with a C6 (fine, i know its kinda low, but hey i passed okay). I seriously expected myself to fail it, though the efforts and stuffs, but I'm contented. Today's Chemistry paper sucks )': I think I'm gonna flunk it anyways. Even if I pass, rest assured it will be a borderline pass. Trust me. After audition @ the hall went to Serangoon Garden to eat popped by to my aunt house (about 2km away from my house) and saw my mom&dad coming back to the house, so no need go -.- Waste my energy only. Then Fai called me, he said that he would meet me at my playground there. So fine, went there and awww, he's super sweet to give me a gigantic lolipop! Thanks Fai ! :D Then he sent me back home and bid goodbyes! Reached home and saw many people online. Oh and Maria, be shocked to see this cos I wanna make an announcement that you're officially my lover :D I love you to bits! And to Eric, damn your "sexy" voice :x joking ;D So yeah, thanks alot and again to Fai, super many many thanks for everything yeah! Okays so, goodnight to the lovely people !

Je t'aime bébé. Et mercis de la sucrerie plus chère !

chemistry ):

2007-08-17T20:30:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Chemistry-ing.

The picture is so cute right? Ahaha ! Okays some updates on the exams, English was a disaster, Emaths was a failure, Social Studies was okay, History was not (my SBQ was pure rubbish), Amaths is a gone-case. So yeah, got back Pure Physcis and MT results. I was damn shocked after recieving my script for physics. It was my first time getting an A1 for it, though it was difficult, but I guess the 5 hours of studying the day before was worth it. :D And even though I can't study I HAVE to study! Then MT was a sad-case. 2 more marks to passing and Mdm Hasrita said that we all have to sit for a retest on Tuesday and she say it will be easy. And she will combine the marks so that it won't reflect my horrible grades on the report book! Well it was difficult and I thought that I would get a single digit :/ Now, am left with Chemistry Paper. And I think im gonna fail at least 4 subjects. English, amaths, emaths and malay? Yes, i've deproved, but i'll gonna study damn damn hard for End Of Year. Chemistry is getting out of hand, especially Acids and Alkalies! Kinda struggling it right now and that explains the picture above -.- Okays, will be on hiatus again till further notice? Oh and I can't go tomorrow fireworks cos of exams. My mom is taking precautions, and i'll try to score A1 for chemistry and maintain it even though Mdm Chia said it would kill us , well i believe I wont if i study hard :D oh and do catch DJ's Whitestar show @ 7pm at http://www.laydio.4again.com/ ! Bye lovely people.

Je ne sais pas pourquoi, mais mes sentiments pour vous continuent à revenir !

:P

2007-08-11T13:05:00.000-07:00

on-hiatus for common tests :(

2007-08-10T20:50:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Crazy :S

Today went to Bishan library with Adith and Faid and studied Social Studies, they studied AMATHS. I tell you, Social Studies is a subject you need to use your mind and think in order to score for SEQ. And one problem, I don't have that mind to think, but I can put myself inside other people's shoes. But not for past histories (such as Maria Hertogh riots and etc). It's really killing my brain cells one by one. But thank god, I have SubWay cookies and Nuts to regain those lost cells. I'm almost with done with Chapter 5 (Bonding in Singapore) , and that's because I'm revising this fast because Chapter 6 (Diplomacy and Deterrance) is a seriously long chapter. Oh, and I'm looking forward to after Common Tests because we're gonna slack at Esplanade @ Marina Bay again, this time we'll slack there till 1am. :D I miss jamming with them. And how I miss being bashed up for playing wrongly for Face Down for RJA :D Lol. Okays, enough. I'm officially off on HIATUS! Oh and please listen My Heroine (Acoustic version) by Silverstein . I'm trying my best to play it on the guitar! Bye to all the AWESOME people.

National Day At Marina Bay :P

2007-08-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Super tired =x

Yesterday was awesome. The fireworks and everything. Breathtaking- After which me, Daniel, Faid and DingYang went to Marina Bay and slacked there. Then me and Faid kept singing (training our vocal cords) and Daniel was playing his guitar. Then after which, we met Hidayah and Zhallyka and we all sat and crapped. And suddenly, we saw all the CAMELOT instructors there including POLAR. SERIOUS! Shocked me okay. xD Then the "Satan" played the guitar and we sang. Hurhurs! Memories laa :D Then we met Adith there stayed htere till 11.30pm. Me and Adith went home and reached my place at 12pm. And I got hit by sleeping gas. Yes, we were that tired. Videos uploaded later alrights. See ya!

Happy National Day :x

2007-08-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy :D

Helloes people :D First things first, Happy 42th Birthday to Singapore in 2 hours time. And Secondly, to all 3EB people, you were awesome ! Managed to sell EVERYTHING for the coke float. Kudos ! Okay now, serious blogging. :D In the morning had a hard time finding for a bag to put the icecream and coke for the float. Off to school and was super busy. Practiced with Adith the MC script. The parade was great. Then rushed up to the Hall. They are not doing their duties again -.- We had to ask them and pull the chairs out and help them. Then I ran to the backstage, huffing and puffing for breath. It was tiring. And there, me and Adith had to take over and engage them (which I think did NOT work) . Oh well at least we had fun up there on stage right Adith? Lol! It was supposed to be informal, but I got used to the formality. Lol! Oh Oh, and i spelled Contemp wrongly -.- Spelling spelling spelling. After which had a debrief with Mr Teng and Mr Tan, and ran down to my class stall selling the coke float and fondue. Great, sold everything. Though it was kinda messy ! Then ran up to the Hall for the auction and ran down again with darshenee and helped in crowd control and had to help Mdm Koh with the clearing of stuffs, ran up again and off to Dhoby Ghaut. Okay! Me, Darsh, Mirjam, MJ and SW were HUNGRY! -.- We went everywhere , pizzahut, kfc and etc but everywhere was FULL! so we went back to kovan and apparently KFC and Pizza Hut was full. Pizza Hut was full of 3N1 students cos Mdm Chia treated them >:( RAWRS! then went mcdonalds and finally SEATS AND ATEEE!!! food, glorious food. lol! walked around and bought stickers and went home and sleep -.- lol! thats it for today. xD okay really really tired. next time aights? BYEEE!

Confusion :(

2007-08-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: va te faire foutre vers le haut!

The last week I've been pretty busy with a lot of things. And of course a lot of crisis-es going on. Some people don't deserve our friendship, really. They don't appreciate people like us. Oh well, I'm sure God will help me amputate their minds and not their head (i'm being reasonably nice) and please cut it out. Anyways, I seriously want to go jamming with my cousins, and because im the drummer its like a waste because they're having a gig somewhere (can't remember). And it's at eigth, and i got school tomorrow plus common test ! So, I had to skip it. So wasted. Anyhows, not gonna update this week, common test, BBBFair, common test. Okay ! Tatas.

les baiseurs comme vous ne méritent pas d'être ici

Being Paradoxical

2007-08-01T04:12:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Agitated and Angry!

Dear "Butcher", if you're reading this post I'm so sorry (too bad you will never read it) to say that you're mood swings just sucks. If you're gonna show us your attitude just like that, please, get a life. "A" and me felt agitated after you left just like that with your unwilling tone. What kind of friend. And during recess, you just left like that without even SAYING a single word. If you're someone with a sense of 1% of courtesy, at least inform me. Don't just walk off like that. Irritating okay? I got pissed after you being "oh-im-so-emo" thing. It's not working on me and neither will it be to the rest okay. And you "Butcherness-es", you're attitude doesn't work on me either. If you're gonna continue being like that, suit yourself. It's very very irritating I tell you. I'll make sure if it happens again, your head won't be there. I'll help you amputate it. I'm pissed for this while. This will be the last post for the week. Sunday updates. Bye.

je me sens ainsi ai baisé vers le haut en ce monde foutu.

Awesome Monday

2007-07-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Happy :D

Today was awesome. Had no bad mood monday thing. Well though it started off bad with the mic not working well in the morning while saying the pledge. But that's okay. Then gave out medals to Mr Yeo/Mr Phua. Read my Harry Potter with spoilers from people. Then English was nothing, did some oral preparations. Physics just copied down notes. Then Maths, did the Trigometry, didnt understand but took step by step. Then Recess was okay! Had 3 minutes to finish my Mee Soto. Lol! But managed to finish but not all. Then Chemistry, nothing much, did some new stuffs had to catch up cos they started on a new thing and missed out some stuffs when i was absent cos of food poisoning last wed and thurs. Then V.E and MATHS was all the usual stuffs. After school had oral and it was okay. Was not nervous cos I like orals ! :D Hehe! After which went Adith's house and we actually STUDIED! And I finally understand Trigometry after tutoring from Adith and scolding for not getting it right. Right now its drilled in my mind, so thanks ah ! Then did Malay and crapped at usual! UH-OH! Hungry. Okay, maybe this week no updating. Serious Mugging-ation. Take Care Lovelies! La A'more !

2007-07-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Pretty Busy ):

Hey Lovelies, just to inform you that I won't be blogging this week due to excessive workload and revision and last minute catching up. Picture above are to entertain you for the moment. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN AND SOO HOU ! :D okay! anything contact me. Bye!

Abiguous Or Ambivalent?

2007-07-21T21:24:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Random :D

Hello World :D Decided to change blogskin because temporarily sick of the one I made, decided to look for other skins from people. Thanks ChronoCube :D Awesome skin. Okay, yesterday was a blast. Went VJC for A*Star. Had a splendid good time with my super adorable daughters. Sadly Aqilah not there. So yeah. We didn't win anything. Felt disappointed but of well, have to move on right? And the "butcherness and butcher's" school got merit. WTH! Totally disgusting. Enough. After which went PWP to eat with Ms Fu and the rest. Damn, Ms Fu knows how to fight with me verbally. Though it was like damn funny. We rocked the whole BK down okay ! Don't mess with us. And sadly, Ms Tan left with her fiance earlier on during the presentation. Okay, today went J8 and met with Adith. When we were there we walked pass Deliferance Mr Tan screamed Adith's name and shocked the heck out of me. Lol. And you know, we went there to get our movie treat by Ms Fu and Mr Tan. Thanks Ah! Awesome day today. Laughed like mad in the cinema when watching Transformers (fyi, this is the 2nd time me and faid are watching) and the popcorn finished without me eating it. T.T well i finished the nachos. Tsk Tsk.. Haha! And thanks to Mr Tan's recommendation on eating the popcorn with CHEESE! Mmm, Heaven ! And the super duper Hot Guy in that show is my new found love. Haha! I still don't know his name. Damn! Oh yes. Then met alot of Serangoon people at J8. Then went back with Suying and declined the taxi treat from Mr Tan and then rest cos I bumped into Suying and she took the same bus as me! I'm tired. Okay, enough for tonight. Goodnight Lovelies!

Feel So Paradoxical :D

2007-07-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Neutral :S

Ain't the kids adorable? Tomorrow Racial Harmony Day. Wearing baju kebaya tomorrow though its "Be Yourself" day. Anyways, its so hard to find something appropriate to wear to school if I have to wear home clothes -.- Okay, today was great. Morning sucks la, had to read some essay about Disappointment. Read as fast as I could because I want to get over and done with. First two periods Maths, listened and did the work okay! Once in a hefty lifetime. Then it was English, tried to answer the qns and yet they were not appropriate -.- I can see the pitiness in Mr Wee's eyes cos none of the answers I mentioned was close to his. So he laughed. Then recess. -Cut Queue- I was desperate for FOOD! Enough. Then Chemistry and SSLT was attentive and maths okay laa :D Haha, went HGMALL and borrowed books on English. Tomorrow is the results for our A*Star Competition. All the best to my group and Gizella's group. Im having the creeps now cos I'm worried. Damn, my heels went missing again. Gosh. Bye Lovelies ! Oh and I'm practicing My Heroin by Silverstein and Hey There Delilah by Plain White Tees on my guitar. Hopefully I can go for this Saturday's jamming with my cousins T.T Did I also tell you I screwed up on playing the song Face Down by RedJumsuit Apparatus but finally succeeded in playing The Last Time by Amber Pacific (: FINALLY. okay enough. bye!

Pissed Off.

2007-07-18T05:18:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Pissy >:(

Hello world! I'm still kinda pissed over what happened yesterday. And I totally ignored that "butcher". ): I won't respond unless that "butcher" apologises. I don't care already laa. Oh yes, if I scream at you in MSN, please forgive me cause I'm seriously not in my bestest mood. Anyways today was alright. Morning I had a mood swing in History. Subsided when I was in MT class. Recess was okay, was starving. Then Physics and Chemistry and E-maths, I paid attention attentively. Because, of the magic biscuit -.- After school had Class Test during SRP, it sucks only can do 1st qn and 3rd qn -.- Left the last question blank because I didn't know there's another qn behind. Went for the Scrabble Competition. Of course I became the judge. Did nothing much but Mdm Ng insisted myself to play with her Scrabble. And we had fun guessing the Tabboo game online. Well, Mdm Ng won me by 42 points -.- And she claimed that wasn't her best. And I kept being sacarstic -.- Funny teacher. Went Hougang Mall and ate KFC for dinner with Faid, Asyraf and Adith. We played with the straw and threw ice at each other. Damn I feel so sticky with their saliva ice. Okay la. I go first laa. I need to do Chemistry and Emaths homework. Oh gosh ! Toodles!

Toilet Alert!

2007-07-17T04:44:00.001-07:00

Current Mood : Sleepy and Woozy!

I need to use the toilet now!! Grr >:( But my toilet and bathroom is under renovation and I can only use it at 9-10pm. And the time now is 7.46pm. I hope my bladder can last a few more hours. Oh God ! Haha. I feel so va te faire foutre vers le haut because I want to do stuffs but yet I don't do them. Am I a procassinator? I hope I don't be one because I want to change. Okays forget it. Today did the pledge taking again :D I felt happy cos of being able to say the pledge again. Wohoo. Then P.E, played softball and can finally hit the ball far far. But we got punished cos Group 2 didnt line up and we had to run around the field 3 times. That made me very angry at decided not to talk to him till he don't get angry over really small things. Mdm Hasrita's lesson next. I don't know why I love her lessons because now I understand Malay more which means higher chances of passing Malay. Did SKR, and I finally realised its kinda okay if you understand the concepts! After recess English, Physics and E-maths. Didn't listen to any lesson because I was badly distracted. Mingled with the Beijing Students. Very hard to talk to them maybe partly because I'm not a Chinese though I have 10% blood. and half half for Phillipines and Malay blood. After school went AJC and tagged along to help them make experiments. I badly wanna eat SubWay Cookies. I gotta do my homework before I get scolded the first thing in the morning tomorrow alrights ! Au revoir, Amours ! (Goodbye lovelies :DD )

2007-07-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Tired & Happy :DD

Great, school was normal and the Beijing 109 Middle School students came to our class. The two China guys really look as though we can talk to them and one of them was even like us which was , JUVENILE (childish) -.- After which went to Bishan J8 to catch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix movie with Adith and Faid. I tell you its really awesome. But I just feel sad that _________ died in the movie. Damn heartwrenching. And there's one part whereby I really thought Harry would die, but I guess the last book he may die. Oh yes, I finally pre-ordered my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows book at Popular. And the lucky draw paper, I thought I won myself $500 cash, but it was $5.00 voucher -.- So I went excited for nothing. Lol ! Went to the library to get myself books. And after doing much thinking, I think I'll be able to cope with English and start using much more profound English but there's one thing I can't change in English which is to kick the habit of saying Singlish :D It's already in my genes/blood! I wanna read more books just that I've no time. And maybe parents enrolling me for home tuition for Amaths and Emaths this weekend. T.T sighs* I really have to buck up. But today was great overall :D Anyways, gonna go off to type some stuffs. Byee!

continue-d from yesterday

2007-07-13T22:56:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Sick :(

Okay, first things first. Woke up in the morning with a pretty bad headache. Went to the nearest sin-seh shop or whatever you call it to get some medicine. And after taking it I fell asleep again till 12pm. Now I am so stucked up bored, couldnt go Games Day and the Workshop. Grrr. >:( But since I was still consious took some photos :DD

Yesterday the judges were irritating. Kept asking the same old questions. But there's some we got stuck but tried to answer laa :D After which went to Parkway Parade to eat KFC (: And me (Ah Meng) have adopted 4 children who are super damn cute :D I'm seriously looking forward to next Friday and sheesh, i have to take medicine agian. Toodles !

2007-07-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

Today was great, went VJC (: Went there for A*Star Competition. With Ms Tan's group with my 4 children :DD Long Story. Results will be out next Friday. I'm too tired to blog la. Tomorrow okay? Bye ! (This post is posted to inform readers that I'm still alive)

Physics Lesson (:

2007-07-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

Hello World :DD

In IT lab in school with the class doing some Physics thingy. So boring, Ruijia hor, she keep complaining of her computer being slow and Sean playing with the roller coaster -.- we put two different ppl in the picture, Zakiah and -shall not be named- obviously the -shall not be named- cannot pass the roller coaster. :DD RUijia say I very bad. hrmphffs ): okay laa. go do work le. byeee ! :DD

Excitement :DD

2007-06-26T06:46:00.001-07:00

Current Mood : Tired & Excited (:

Wohooo, lets blog about today first. Nothing much, but gave out the soviniers to all my friends. Heehee. After school, went for meeting with Ms Yee, and I'm inside the KidsRead thing again. Gosh, then next friday Minister of State coming to our school and we had to present our Elementz project, haha, And on the 13th , A*Star competition. More complex competition laa. Met Ms Fu after school, and practically talked to her till 5 at the Staff Room and we screamed and shout inside. Ms Fu very cute laa (: This Saturday her treat to us for getting Gold for Elementz. Yippee Ya Ya Yipppe Yippee Ya :DD Tmr SL camp. Excited and I love camps, though not enough sleep. Gonna miss alot of ppl, though most of the people there I know. I looove Rock-climbing and canoe-ing. It's pure LOVE! :DD okay la, gonna sleep soon. Woohoo. Won't be here from 27-29th June. :DD Byeeeee!!

The Horror

2007-06-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Delightful :DD

Okay la, maybe I exaggerated yesterday about saving my soul from entering the school. But guess what, I slept at 4am yesterday because I could not sleep thinking about today. Practically everything just flashed in my mind when i closed my eyes. It was felt like I just barely slept for 5 minutes, and the alarm rang off. I was saying in my head "Stupid, this is such a 'great' way to start of the day" But got over it and met Mirjam in the bus, she was shocked with my fringe, so did everyone else. But at least they say this one is better cos the last hairstyle I always had to pull back my fringe, which is "tiring" and irritating. Lols. School started off just fine but there's major changes in our timetable. I don't know who is our MT teacher, and we got Mr Teng as our SS LT teacher. I want Mr Tan can? He's like the greatest teacher laa. :DD Then now, every single day, we have Maths okay! That's so unpleasant to the eyes when we saw the words maths typed on every period everyday. This is what i call HORROR! Grrr. >:( Then after school walked around the school with Darshenee and MingJia, I really missed their company okay. And we really had fun though it was just a walk around the parade square. Lols, and them drinking their all time favourite Milo packet. After that decided to follow Daniel, Eugene, Nas, Maryann and Adith to AJC cos they were doing on BioTech stuffs. Helped to brainstorm with Daniel, Nas and Eugene (though I am not in it) about some ideal project. After that thing actually wanted to AMK hub, but realised I had homeworks and was sooo tired. So went home with Peiling and took 853. Heeheee. Great tomorrow is gonna be another tormenting day. The first lesson is P.E! I just hope that Mr Lau won't ask us to run around the school like mad turkeys. :D But I miss playing captain ball and badminton, though i had phobia of playing captain ball cos it caused me to have a dislocated knee >:( So yeaa, eyes kinda drooopy! Take care all!